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#451
May 20, 2016, 09:12 AM
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Just sent an email to my T, about something bothering me. Asking pretty much if I could talk about it. And now I'm freaking out. He would be sure to say it was my anxiety acting up, with me being freaked out about this email. I've never sent him one besides saying I'm bring some writing to our sessions or asking a question.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.  
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#452
May 20, 2016, 09:43 AM
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Hug. I know that feeling. I've sent counselor emails before and flipped out right after I hit send. He's always very understanding and I'm so relieved and encouraged when he replies. If you want me to, wait for the reply with you.
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#453
May 20, 2016, 09:51 AM
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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#454
May 20, 2016, 09:56 AM
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It's raining here, and I am LOVING IT!!!!! Not loving all the sighs going on around here, and my mom commenting that no one is ever happy, but that's okay. The best is the thunder.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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#455
May 20, 2016, 10:04 AM
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I LOVE thunder!!
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#456
May 20, 2016, 10:05 AM
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There's just something so soothing about it. That combined with the rain is just absolutely amazing!
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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#457
May 20, 2016, 10:36 AM
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I hate rain. I don't like getting all wet when I'm not supposed to be wet. Plus it's annoying to drive in. I do think the sound of it is relaxing though.
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#458
May 20, 2016, 10:50 AM
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I don't like the rain. It depresses me. I just like the thunder. The loudness I guess.
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#459
May 20, 2016, 11:01 AM
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I love the rain. That's okay, though. It does annoy me sometimes.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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#460
May 20, 2016, 11:23 AM
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I am also a pluviophile.
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#461
May 20, 2016, 11:28 AM
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 I guess not many people love the rain like us. That's okay, though. Sent from my SM-G900V using Tapatalk
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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#462
May 20, 2016, 11:33 AM
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#463
May 20, 2016, 11:35 AM
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Thanks, Crocus.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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#464
May 20, 2016, 11:42 AM
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The Real Tuesday Weld is one of the few contemporary musicians I really like. Here are some other songs (pretty different from each other, in my opinion):
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#465
May 20, 2016, 11:53 AM
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I'll definitely take a listen to them later when I can.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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#466
May 20, 2016, 12:34 PM
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Freaking out. T hasn't emailed back, and this is when I really needed it. Right now and tomorrow.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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May 20, 2016, 12:35 PM
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May 20, 2016, 01:13 PM
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#469
May 20, 2016, 01:53 PM
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((( hugs ))) I'm waiting with you.
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#470
May 20, 2016, 01:58 PM
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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#471
May 20, 2016, 02:05 PM
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If it HAS to be a rainy day I'm a brontophilia. I'm truly a phengophilia.
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#472
May 20, 2016, 02:29 PM
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I've been working on my homework for my appointment with my counselor on Monday. My picture of my "inner world" led me to information on Inner Family Systems. Wow! So much of the information I've read there has helped me understand a bit more about what happens and why.
It is really interesting!  Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning "Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning |
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May 20, 2016, 02:30 PM
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Mmm, yeah, thunderstorms are the best. One of my favorite things about living in AZ.
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#474
May 20, 2016, 02:34 PM
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Eta - artie, sorry for the brusque post this morning - it was before coffee and from bed! Last edited by unaluna; May 20, 2016 at 03:03 PM. |
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May 20, 2016, 02:38 PM
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(((Art))) loadsa goods things being said here re:your dream. Certainly doesn't sound like a termination dream to me either...
You know, I'm looking forward to termination too, but it's in a way where I'm looking forward to a day when I'm not looking forward to my weekly sessions with T. I'm not going to rush it. I *like* looking forward to seeing T. For now. It'll happen when it happens. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
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