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Old May 18, 2016, 07:54 PM
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So much for getting along w h lately. I just don't understand how he acts at all. I want to run away from home.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.

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Old May 18, 2016, 07:58 PM
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Finally done working 6 days in a row. Now I get two off! And tomorrow is my 20th birthday so I have fun plans with a friend and some family. Yay!

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Old May 18, 2016, 08:01 PM
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Finally done working 6 days in a row. Now I get two off! And tomorrow is my 20th birthday so I have fun plans with a friend and some family. Yay!

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 18, 2016, 08:02 PM
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Our son is getting an award tonightat school and i made the mistske of thinking he'd want to go and he yelled at me because i did not know he is miserable (read: the giants game is on) so he can't possibly go. Jerkface. Why do i give him the benefit of the doubt all the time? I'm getting fed up.

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Old May 18, 2016, 08:08 PM
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Our son is getting an award tonightat school and i made the mistske of thinking he'd want to go and he yelled at me because i did not know he is miserable (read: the giants game is on) so he can't possibly go. Jerkface. Why do i give him the benefit of the doubt all the time? I'm getting fed up.

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I'm sorry. I believe it is more important for him to see his son get an award, and it would mean a lot to your son. I'm sorry he doesn't care enough to go. I hope he might change his mind.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 18, 2016, 08:10 PM
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Our son is getting an award tonightat school and i made the mistske of thinking he'd want to go and he yelled at me because i did not know he is miserable (read: the giants game is on) so he can't possibly go. Jerkface. Why do i give him the benefit of the doubt all the time? I'm getting fed up.

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I'm sorry!! Totally understand. Here's a ((hug))) if wanted.
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Old May 18, 2016, 08:14 PM
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Wow hello 186 posts since I last checked the couch. Someone pass me one of those alcohol and ice cream concoctions and let's get crazy. Try and earn at least one Reproving Glare apiece.

My oldest needed to be picked up from her boyfriend's mom's house, about an hour one way on secondary roads. Saw a lot of horses, a few goats, the occasional cow, and a bunch of crops of who knows what. Country life is not for me, I'm planted firmly in suburbia. And I'm exhausted and cramped into the driver's position, very hard to straighten my right leg and still sore from my pathetic walk around the block yesterday.

Got a text today that should be printed, matted, framed and hung in a place of honor in our house. DD1 thanked me (sincerely) for being who I am and acting how I act, no matter what life throws at me and no matter how she and little sis act. Gave me the warm fuzzies it did!


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Old May 18, 2016, 08:23 PM
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I decided on just the ice cream tonight.

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Old May 18, 2016, 08:35 PM
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Think I'm going to take a few days of silence. I'm really not feeling good right now. I can't even explain it. Nobody freak out if I'm not saying anything. I'll still listen, though! I'll definitely say hi on saturday, as that is graduation day!

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 18, 2016, 08:43 PM
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Think I'm going to take a few days of silence. I'm really not feeling good right now. I can't even explain it. Nobody freak out if I'm not saying anything. I'll still listen, though! I'll definitely say hi on saturday, as that is graduation day!

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So understand what you are saying. I hope your mind finds a peaceful place to settle.

Looking forward to your graduation Saturday!! I'm coming. Couch 114 - Take a Pew
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Old May 18, 2016, 08:44 PM
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Colonel Mustard, in the dining room, with the candlestick.
Cant Explain, in the gloaming, with the mutton?
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Old May 18, 2016, 08:46 PM
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So understand what you are saying. I hope your mind finds a peaceful place to settle.

Looking forward to your graduation Saturday!! I'm coming. Couch 114 - Take a Pew
So do I, TrailRunner. So do I.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 18, 2016, 08:59 PM
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So much for getting along w h lately. I just don't understand how he acts at all. I want to run away from home.

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Understand that feeling ALL to well!! That's when I want to just get in my car and drive until it runs out of gas. I really never to care where I would speculate that I would wind up. In my heart I'm thinking sand and salt water. The ocean soothe me so much... Wish I could go now!!
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Old May 18, 2016, 09:07 PM
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Cant Explain, in the gloaming, with the mutton?
How come I'm not a suspect in Couch Clue? *pouts*

Oh, wait...no, don't tell me...I'm Mr. Boddy?!
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Old May 18, 2016, 09:15 PM
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How come I'm not a suspect in Couch Clue? *pouts*

Oh, wait...no, don't tell me...I'm Mr. Boddy?!
I dont even know the original clue. Like steve harvey today on family feud - pinocchio was not down in the ghetto. Theres a lot of english stuff i dont know.

Ella in the bathtub with the cat looking in?
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Old May 18, 2016, 09:53 PM
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I dont even know the original clue. Like steve harvey today on family feud - pinocchio was not down in the ghetto. Theres a lot of english stuff i dont know.

Ella in the bathtub with the cat looking in?
Mr. Boddy is the body...the murder victim in Clue.

And trust junior cat not to intervene to save me. No treat for him tonight!
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Old May 18, 2016, 10:00 PM
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Mixing alcohol with ice cream is the definition of alcohol abuse.
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Old May 18, 2016, 10:02 PM
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Mixing alcohol with ice cream is the definition of alcohol abuse.


I'd like to say that the whole idea of mixing ice cream with anything along those lines is causing me much distress. Couch 114 - Take a PewCouch 114 - Take a Pew

No offense, but that sounds so not ok!!
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Old May 18, 2016, 10:03 PM
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ATAT with the spanner in the conservatory hanging cat heraldry.

(I can't let you stay mr. boddy)
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Old May 18, 2016, 10:24 PM
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Those who don't know Clue should watch the 1980s movie. With Eileen Brennan as Mrs. Peacock and Christopher Lloyd as Professor Plum. I do like Eileen Brennan.

And then you should follow that up with Murder By Death. At least if your sense of humor is anything like mine.
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Old May 18, 2016, 10:37 PM
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I only recently started seeing a t and I feel like my entire life was a lie. All the things I convinced myself were normal actually turn out to be horrible, I thought I've had no problem for past few years but turns out I've had anxiety all those years, and what I always do subconsciously turn out to be due to unresolved traumas. Very difficult to face and accept. I wish I could live in the delusion forever but that obviously didn't happen because thing started to go wrong and am now in therapy. Sigh.
Similar to me. 2 years in therapy & slowly learning that my life growing up was bad.

But I'm learning my anxiety has root causes and that I'm not alone.
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Similar to me. 2 years in therapy & slowly learning that my life growing up was bad.

But I'm learning my anxiety has root causes and that I'm not alone.


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Old May 18, 2016, 10:53 PM
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Old May 18, 2016, 11:54 PM
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I'm sorry. I believe it is more important for him to see his son get an award, and it would mean a lot to your son. I'm sorry he doesn't care enough to go. I hope he might change his mind.

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I'm sorry!! Totally understand. Here's a ((hug))) if wanted.
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Understand that feeling ALL to well!! That's when I want to just get in my car and drive until it runs out of gas. I really never to care where I would speculate that I would wind up. In my heart I'm thinking sand and salt water. The ocean soothe me so much... Wish I could go now!!
thanks friends. I done good though, minding my own business and leaving him at home to pout and watch baseball. I went and had a great time watching my son be called up twice to accept 1) his scholarship and 2) his job certifications he's earned. I was so proud I got a little misty-eyed more than once. And driving home I was thinking yeah..... soon, before he knows it, my h is gonna be singing "Cats in the cradle" because he's missed these things that I always go to. And that is totally on him. It is not on me. I love my son with all my heart and I am and always have been the best mother that I know how to be for him, and that is all that I can do.
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Old May 18, 2016, 11:58 PM
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What is he pouting about?
Sometimes it sounds like your husband did not get the memo about who is supposed to be the adult.
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