Couch 125 - We shall survive!

Does anyone access the forum through a Kindle Fire? I tried to load the TapaTalk app and it gives me some message about Google not being supported. ?? No idea what it's talking about.

Is there another app that I could get like TapaTalk?

No no... It was just in my head lol i do not talk on the phone in the bathroom!

I hope you left in an OK state. I also hope that as you process your session, that any feelings of distress you may have will quickly fade.

Third grade homework, picture me bashing my head into the desk repeatedly. How many times will they ask the same question, worded slightly differently, and expect the same answer? Kids learn by repetition. I just get snarly.

When you think you are hiding your mania from your doctor and you realise you just spoke about 6 different subjects ins space of 10 mins. She sniggered at the aliens and Baby Cheeses (who originally did that ?)

Does. Certain music he listens to and gets angry if I say I can't listen to it. Whistling. Other things. He doesn't talk much, and he's always pretty careful about what he says, most of the time.

Poor Polonius! He was only trying to help.

I tend to identify with tragic supporting characters like Polonius and Mercutio.

Headphones?

He listens at home and in the car, etc. In the car I don't mind wearing headphones - I 99% of the time do as he listens to triggering audiobooks as well. At home, he's in his office and I'm around the house and I don't think I should have to wear headphones at home. I suggested he wear them and his response was, "You're the one that doesn't want to hear it so you should wear them."

Blah. So I go to work early, stay at work later, do errands then come home make him dinner and lock myself in my room until he turns it off.

It's a weather night here. Tornadoes all around us. I'm enjoying the lightening and thunder. Can't explain that. Hope the tornadoes stay away from here.

I want so badly to talk with y'all and don't have it.

Just wanted to say that I'm here, hanging with y'all. Just don't really have words right now.

Hug if welcomed.

Hugs back at you trail. I love thunderstorms. Tornados not so much

I would think he could wear the headphones if his music is bothering others. And we both wear them in the car or just keep all music off. I like audiobooks but my partner mostly does not and doesn't like my choice at all (cozy historical mysteries mostly or ancient history podcasts).

Hugs to you, Trail.

I would completely go for cozy historical mysteries or ancient history podcasts, he'd probably throw my phone out the car. He won't put headphones on whilst driving because "it's dangerous". So he did buy me some nice noise cancelling ones so I can't hear through them. If he wouldn't listen to those types of too close to home type books I wouldn't mind listening as well. I do enjoy a good audiobook but not those kinds right now.

What the heck is he listening to?

Wilber Smith?

Bryce Courtenay?

I liked Wilbur Smith's ancient egypt series. I never read his others.

Tornadoes, tornadoes go away,
Rain however, you can choose to stay! /bad song attempt

I'm not sure, actually. Not sure I want to know. True crime of some sort I think?

I love it!! I think I will sing it tonight. It's about to move on through.

When I'm in a hard place I love the thunder and lightening!! Can't explain.

I don't know why I feel that having caring feelings about T and ex T is bad. Like I'm not worthy to even be allowed to have caring feelings for T and ex T.

just venting . i had a bad night last night .lots of pain . i was doing ok but last night was hard. my leg hurt horrible and i had a small fever 100.6 and a cough that hurt my chest like heck .nothing like your lungs trying to burst through your wired shut chest cavity and my blood pressure was running low again and that kind of scared me .my nurse is coming this morning to check me out so i feel good about that . this morning all the leg pain is back down to a dull roar no fever and i have not checked my blood pressure . im going to try and get out of this house for a bit today .hope that will help .im all kinds of weepy again . i swear i cried myself to sleep last night .thank god i have a saint for a husband . i also found out that the mother called my husband on my cell in the middle of them removing the breathing tube after surgery . i dont know again how she knew but she did and im scared to tell my T because i dont want her yelling at me for somehow not being careful enough .or accusing me of really wanting her to know. i hate that i feel i cant talk to her about this

granite i'm sending you all kinds of hugs and warm, healing energy. you will get through this, you are getting through this. i've heard that it's normal to be weepy after this kind of surgery. i don't see how it could possibly be your fault that someone called your cell phone. you have no control over what another person does. i hope you can talk to your t about all of this. let her be there for you. i'm over here in arizona rooting for you all the way, sweet granite.

34 F out there this morning. I think I wish I had a coat.... oh well, my usual sweatshirt will do. It'll warm up! But, brrr for my drive to work!