The Couch 150: Ceci n'est pas un couch

Maybe - maybe not. I will let you know.

t says " why??" I don't like that. Like who cares don't act like you do.

Feelings aren't fair.

Can't find anyone wanting to go to the State Fair with me. I just might go by myself.

Hi guys. Sorry if everyone hates me now 'cos I went on a sweary rant. I'm just scared and sad about the state of the world right now. Oh well.

Velcro, that's exactly how I felt after I witnessed an airshow crash - that it wasn't right to feel traumatised because others suffered more. But allowing yourself to recognise the trauma doesn't take away from anyone else's pain. It was a crazy and horrifying thing to experience and all of your feelings are valid.

I am so sad tonight. Everything is terrible.

My little girl is a bichon. She's a mess and very stubborn but she has my heart. Right now she's barking hoping I'll heed her beckon call and come feed her 18 minutes early.

I've already had to hear a long voicemail today from Flower Pants/DBT T on how I should give it another chance because really I'm just learning the rules.

The rules are the problem, lady.

They do not get to hunt you down and try to make you stay. That is ********.
No means no.

Another reason why I love Duchess - "rules are what ruins life" "everyone has too many rules" "how about we learn to live without all of the ridiculous rules" She's certified in DBT but.... she doesn't practice it, so that tell me something.

I should put my glasses on my contacts are finally driving me banana's. So that means it's time to take them out. I always forget when I put them in so I can't change them on the month, so I just wait til they irritate me.

On another note, I'm watching QVC (don't ask why I have no idea) and maybe it's just my fashion choices but do people really wear/buy these clothes? No judgement if you do, they just are not for me.

i will not friend the mother on FB again it is a set up .i will not friend the mother on FB again it is a set up ......

Removing the mother from my life has been the most freeing thing I've ever done. It's still not easy from all the shame/guilt she instilled in me over the years, but still the best thing I've ever done.

she is being manipulative i know this it is a set up .she is contacting my mother in law asking if my hubby and i are still together ...she needs do do her will or something . she has already done her will.i think she wants me to think she is changing it . but she cant contact me so she is doing it through other people . it is a set up .she is being manipulative.she wants to hurt me again .she hates me . my T says i forget how to behave normal when i listen to the mother .is that true . i cant talk to her about this not when things are so bad between us

Had a long dream about my T last night. First he was camping in a caravan in a valley and I stole his caravan and cleaned it when I returned it he was in his underwear. Then we went ot a house because there was a storm and i couldn't sleep because it was cold and he curtains kept moving around, when I went to look I found the windows were open and would not shut when I told my T he said you must never shut the windows on a storm. Next he took to me to an abandoned race track ater the storm. I could see the different patterns the horses had made in the mud and the place was littered with binoculars which my T was encouraging me to pick up but there was a torch with a scope on it that I tried to pick up 2 or 3 times but it zapped me each time I did. Finally the dream ended with T pointing out a house and over the house were fireworks. I woke up so exhausted. I need to think on this if anyone wants to coment feel free.

HUgs to all who are struggling.

I'm with Ellah. I'm very glad I removed my biological mother from my life.

Need help with a crossword. 7 letters, McNamara's middle name. Ends in GE. I don't even know who McNamara is.

Robert Strange McNamara - Secretary of Defense

My T tells me the loop won't go away on its own (the loop of all the things i saw that play over and over in my head), but i will show her!

One of the (few) reasons I wish my spouse lived with me. I need tech advice and trying to figure it out on my own is only making me frustrated.

Thanks for the dog advice! H has something against bichons--I think an ex had one and he said it seemed dumb. I want to avoid anything too small just so it could hold up OK to D. Plus our house has tons of steps so, for example, that would be really bad for a dachshund. A medium-sized dog seems ideal. Maybe I need to try taking that quiz again...

im sorry that must have been horrible to be so close to

I have a larger maltese, he's 15 pounds. Bichons are stubborn and at first appear 'dumb', however over time I have learned that she's ridiculously smart she just acts more like a cat and does opposite of what you tell her. I'm managing to train her pretty decently but she does take a lot of work. Her brother (maltese) learns very quickly and is highly intelligent. When I do training with them together he is always first at the command and then little girl takes forever and he looks at her like, really come on already lol.

Dreams always seem bizarre and with strange connections to people , places, things , animals and etc.. I just take them for what they are but have a friend that h as a dream book that describes what meanings, characteristics may be present and refers to it regularly .. pales voucher Francais quelq'un?