dreading it. i have to make a decision about my mum, i can't keep making excuses not to see her.

my family dont like her, i dont like her right now, she is in denial and i need her to stay away for a while but just cant bring myself to tell her.

she's never been there for me, i need to tell her so much stuff, i can't face it. my stomach tightens when i think about it. she is bombarding me with her stuff at the moment and i just cant handle it.

sigh .............

silence is golden

wtf. jin

[sunrise]

Good luck tomorrow, jinnyann. I hope your pdoc can help you with your decision. You sound under so much stress right now. Hang in there. (((hugs)))

ty for replying, i am dreading therapy. i know i will fall to pieces in that room later. trying to be positive and failing miserably

jinny xoxoxoxoxo

[sunrise]

It's OK if you fall to pieces in that room, jinnyann. Your pdoc will help you. Sometimes their office is the only place we feel safe falling apart. Sending good luck and vibes...

[bipolar_bear]

I hope it goes well with your pdoc. Maybe you and your pdoc can talk about talking to her and when the "right" time is.

BB

ty so much. a couple of hours to go. i feel so anxious i am making myself ill. i appreciate your words, thankyou, love you, jinny xoxoxoxo

Only have a minute as I'm running out the door....... wanted you to know I understand you've been struggling lately and I'm wishing you a good session today.

It's hard to cope with a mother that wants us to be there for them but yet it's not reciprocated. I know this very very well.

Hope your T. is helpful and remember-- it can be tough at times-- the hardest times are when you make the most progress(least that's what I was told-- but then, I leave at those times-- so what do I know! )

jinnyann

mandy