Couch 156: The Clock Strikes...

*hugs* the fiance visa for me to move is the easiest especially as he's a Norwegian citizen not on state benefits, my parents expect me to marry by 2020 and yet it's so crushingly overwhelming.

I won't get public healthcare in Norway if I can't get a job there. He won't pay for my healthcare for the period I'm not working.

Omg demunie, I understand some Swiss-German! (Norwegian bokmål has Germanic roots)

Thaha maybe try german before you do swiss german... it's easier

Also... yeah... sorry about the health care thing. That just really really sucks.

*hugs* I can't help but feel I'm being punished for seeking and getting help.

As for my partner, he thinks I'll get a job quickly...He's way too optimistic. I'm Asian and his area is predominantly White. I don't have a bachelors, I don't have physical strength for cleaning jobs, I'll be expected to speak Norwegian.

Yeah... I'd feel punished too. I don't think it's ok to punish you that much ( at all actually).

Maybe he's too optimistic, but I think you're too pessimistic. Yes, getting a job is hard, especially as a foreigner m, but it's not impossible

*hugs* I'll hope that I am indeed too pessimistic

I managed to walk into the wrong train. Makes my trip 1.5h longer.

Sigh.

I know this happens to everyone, but my talent for this stuff is really well developed...

*hugs* does it happen more often when you're dissociated / spaced out?

I've done this, usually when spaced out and not focusing on where I'm going or the station signs and train announcements.

Yes... it's like walking into huuuge stuff. I see it but somehow my brain doesn't get the... 'I need to walk around' message

Yeah o.o

I've bumped my head walking into pillars, boarded the wrong train numerous times in a single episode, frozen like a deer in headlights when faced with oncoming bicycles or people (shared path), gotten halfway to work via bus before realising actually I'm supposed to be heading to <work course location>... brains can be really silly!

Sorry you're experiencing this too but glad I'm not the only one

I'd loose my head if it wasn't tucked shut

*hugs* haha, I'm glad I'm.not the only one too

Random: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Molten_chocolate_cake

My fav dessert. There's a cheap place near my house which sells it.

Pic

I want some

Would give you half if I could

Well, a 2 hour delay turned into a full closure. Now I get to relax and await my 5pm with V.

Nice :-) enjoy your day

Feeling surprisingly ok today.
That's not good... A storm is coming

Hugs... let's prepare for the storm then... what can we do?

I'm so depressed. I don't want to get out of bed and take a shower. I don't want to go to work. I want to just hide under the covers today.

Could you take a day off work?

I took 3 days off last week because I was so stressed out about the court stuff. I have to take some time off tomorrow because I'm moving back into my house. I don't want to move back into my house. I'm afraid I'm going to get overwhelmed with memories.

"Your feelings are wrong... You're bad... Don't lie, you don't feel this way"
Here is the storm I don't want to stay here anymore

I hate it too when I can feel the storm coming. Take care of yourself, capt.

F*** today, basically...