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Nov 16, 2007, 12:18 PM
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I feel like it has been forever since I have last seen him. Last session was horrible. This week I have gone from hating his guts and wanting to terminate to just wanting to be in his presence so badly.
I wrote some letters this week. One of them talks about the erotic transference and the sexual attraction stuff. I wrote about some of the reasons as to why I think that occurs. I don't know if I can embarrass myself that much, but on the other hand, I'm thinking.... why stop now?? I think this session might be very painful for me based on what happened last week. Plus, there has been a lot of other stuff during the week-- finding out about "memories" that I cannot recollect, lots of SI, lots of anxiety and depression, etc. I told myself that I was not going to trust him. That I wasn't going to allow myself to feel close to him anymore. So why do I just want to melt into his lap? |
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Nov 16, 2007, 11:11 PM
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Sounds like you have lots to discuss. These are the moments of change. Yes, it sucks. But to see it through the other end is a giant step towards healing. You have a wonderfully open therapist. Keep plugging along. He'll catch you if you fall.
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Nov 16, 2007, 11:45 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
pinksoil said: II told myself that I was not going to trust him. That I wasn't going to allow myself to feel close to him anymore. So why do I just want to melt into his lap? </div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Because you do trust him and you are close to him. Go tomorrow and revel in those things! 
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Nov 17, 2007, 09:39 AM
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So, it's tomorrow :-) How was it? Are things getting better?
{{{pink}}}
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Nov 17, 2007, 10:06 AM
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T minus two hours. hahahahahah okay that was bad.
So in two more hours I will be sitting with T. I have four letters, one research paper, and one journal article to give him.... so that should keep him busy for the whole time so I don't have to say anything. Nono, I am going talk. I have to talk. I can do this. nerrrrvous. |
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Nov 17, 2007, 10:35 AM
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I thought you all had a backlog of the old papers too? Might have to have a double double session, then go out for brunch.
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