Couch 181: The Symmetrical Couch

Are you able to keep warm? I hope so.

Yes, thanks. And the power just came back on! Yay!

A homeless man with a shopping troley disarms a man to help police and now we have lawyers crash tackiling shoplifters. The news services in my country are ******.

the forum has been slow lately. i need you guys to help keep the boredom at bay!

also: Art,if you are reading this, i misssss youuuu.

Puppy's surgery is scheduled for Thursday. We got a lot of shares and donations. It's awesome because it reminds you that there are still good people in the world (especially for someone who is afraid of people).

I really hope they put a cast on her. It's hard to keep her calm. She spends all day in her cage, and at night she sleeps with me in bed. But even in both those places, she moves a lot! I'm hoping a cast will slow her down.

Oh! H has already gotten some interest from a few jobs. Fingers crossed! We only have enough money for 5 more months

"May your marinara sauce never stick to your pasta!"

I hope everything goes well, Scarlet

My family has been hijacked by superficial, shallow, dredges of the earth. oh, but the dredges have their own family on top of taking mine.
Who ever heard of such a thing?

Hope the surgery goes well! I'd think they would do a cast or something to immobilize it. And hope your H can find a job soon. If not, maybe he could register for unemployment?

I was thinking this too.

Is your Ryan away on holiday?

I now keep my phone on areoplane mode a lot more, no calls or messages when I just want me time, which is a more these days.

I like happy endings.

Not long to the Dark and Game of thrones coming out!

Idk. I havent been in pain lately, so i havent been going. I felt like i wasnt doing my part (exercise) to keep up with what he was doing (chiro).

How do ballerinas not get bored?? Maybe i should play music while i stretch. At least when im bicycling i watch tv.

Awww my poor Una. I'm sorry to hear you're in pain. Perhaps stretch with the tv on too or when you first wake up then you have breakfast as motivation.

I'll give you a stretching song:



"You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream."

I had such bizarre dreams last night, wandering and in and out of houses, looking for things I couldn't find. I was on a tv show touring houses and the homeowner was mad at me because I said the bright green carpet in her kitchen was vile. I went to a church for Monopoly night and ended up at home sitting on my front porch having left behind my pants, which was apparently perfectly normal. I was wandering the town trying to find something and there was a snow-covered mountain in the background that I was supposed to climb. I was a zombie trying to save children from the other zombies.

Hopefully that all cleared out some of the cobwebs in my head!

Session with R ended 8 mins ago and I feel like i'm giving up on therapy.

Highlights:

I sent him an email on sunday about stuff he called sexual abuse-but I didn't want to talk about it.

He kept going on about me wanting to rebel against him, not giving me the external validation that I sought. I told him that I'd stopped clothes shopping for a year and no longer buying disposable tissues .

It ended with me telling him he should see his supervisor because he took the whole session on a tangent and that I wasn't seeing him next week because I couldn't afford to come weekly. He said he thought that wasn't true.

I don't want to try to fix things.

I'm watching a swedish blogger on youtube with 10 children who has give her kids cool names like King James and Aphrodite.

From the top of my head:

Perhaps you feel a bit lost? Maybe you feel like you can't express how you feel in real life about something? The lack of pants- feeling exposed? Mountain= difficulties. Zombie dreams a part of you has died in a sense?Saving the children= putting the kids first even when you're not well yourself?

Any new couch idea names?

I've got one- but if anyone else has any ideas i'm all ears.