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Old May 23, 2019, 09:34 AM
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I wasn't feeling well this morning, but I still went to my hair appointment at the fancy smanchy place. I sat down on his sofa whilst he finished with someone else as I was 10 mins early and I began to cry right there like a loony.

The stylist was nice though and he made me feel like I was pretty . He dyed my black hair to brown.

This is me now:

https://i.imgur.com/VqvCwVX.jpg

But do I see R tomorrow?

I have my exam tuedsay and I'm already so messed up in the head. I don't know if I'm make the right choice. I want space.
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Old May 23, 2019, 09:45 AM
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Can people please send me positive thoughts today? It's moving day. I'm so tired and stressed. And depressed. I loved this house. And I loved my baby's room. Just a sad day.
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Old May 23, 2019, 09:50 AM
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Can people please send me positive thoughts today? It's moving day. I'm so tired and stressed. And depressed. I loved this house. And I loved my baby's room. Just a sad day.
Hoping your move goes as smoothly as possible. Just remember it's a very stressful day even if one WANTS to move so don't be down on yourself if the upset feelings leak out.
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Old May 23, 2019, 09:51 AM
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Does how your t sits matter to you? I sit with my legs crossed I think out of habit. I have noticed that my t changes position during session to sit with his leg crossed so one leg is resting on his knee/thigh. I read this can be a sign of competitiveness and dominance and I don’t understand if that’s the case why he’s sitting in that position unless I’m saying something that he’s at odds with or something. Or maybe he’s just trying to mirror me? I don’t know but it has been bugging me and next time I plan to try and remember what we’re talking about when he does it so I can see if it might be related to what we’re talking about. What are your thoughts? Does how your t sits matter to you?
I notice when he moves around but i think it would only bug me if he moved closer.
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Old May 23, 2019, 09:53 AM
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I wasn't feeling well this morning, but I still went to my hair appointment at the fancy smanchy place. I sat down on his sofa whilst he finished with someone else as I was 10 mins early and I began to cry right there like a loony.

The stylist was nice though and he made me feel like I was pretty . He dyed my black hair to brown.

This is me now:

https://i.imgur.com/VqvCwVX.jpg

But do I see R tomorrow?

I have my exam tuedsay and I'm already so messed up in the head. I don't know if I'm make the right choice. I want space.

Your hair looks pretty! Not sure what to say about seeing R...maybe space will help?
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Old May 23, 2019, 09:53 AM
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Can people please send me positive thoughts today? It's moving day. I'm so tired and stressed. And depressed. I loved this house. And I loved my baby's room. Just a sad day.
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Old May 23, 2019, 09:54 AM
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Hoping your move goes as smoothly as possible. Just remember it's a very stressful day even if one WANTS to move so don't be down on yourself if the upset feelings leak out.

Hugs, Scarlet--I second all of this. Hope your H is understanding if you do become emotional.
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Old May 23, 2019, 10:08 AM
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The stylist was nice though and he made me feel like I was pretty . He dyed my black hair to brown.
This is me now:
But do I see R tomorrow?
I have my exam tuedsay and I'm already so messed up in the head. I don't know if I'm make the right choice. I want space.
Gorgeous! I even had that same sweater in high school! Now you really are my mini-me! Stress and all, unfortunately.
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Old May 23, 2019, 10:10 AM
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Your hair looks pretty! Not sure what to say about seeing R...maybe space will help?
Thank you LT.



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Old May 23, 2019, 10:11 AM
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Your hair looks beautiful @Lemoncake

If you feel like having a session tomorrow would negatively impact you on Tuesday, then you are making the right choice.
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Old May 23, 2019, 10:14 AM
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Awww thanks for all the love guys.

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Old May 23, 2019, 10:35 AM
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Gorgeous! I even had that same sweater in high school! Now you really are my mini-me! Stress and all, unfortunately.


My extensive Dark viewing has taught me the future also influences the past. No reason why me and you can't be the same person and exist at the same time. ( just like Ambassador spock I've got you to guide me)

P.s My jumper is from H&M!
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Old May 23, 2019, 10:57 AM
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Last night I dreamt my university started paying salaries in gold bars. But they were actually gold foil wrapped chocolate.
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Old May 23, 2019, 11:21 AM
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I like your hair @Lemoncake. I'm glad you did something nice for yourself.

Personally, I would show up to see R, but I've never cancelled before even when I was so anxious about showing up and being seen or when I'm feeling distant from him. But he's never sat in silence when I wanted him to talk either. I hope if you show up you get some resolution and comfort from it.
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Old May 23, 2019, 11:41 AM
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Last night I dreamt my university started paying salaries in gold bars. But they were actually gold foil wrapped chocolate.
Well...that’s not helpful. Or an incentive to stay. Were you hungry when you went to sleep? Craving anything? I’m not good with dream stuff.
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Old May 23, 2019, 11:43 AM
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Can people please send me positive thoughts today? It's moving day. I'm so tired and stressed. And depressed. I loved this house. And I loved my baby's room. Just a sad day.
I hope today goes well for you Scarlet, but I can understand being sad/depressed. I hope you make lots of new good memories in your new place. HUGS Kit
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Old May 23, 2019, 11:44 AM
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@Lemoncake, your hair is gorgeous!
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Old May 23, 2019, 11:46 AM
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I woke up this morning a little less paranoid about DOD background check. I have no idea why I was acting like these people were going to interview my relatives, neighbors, and have the FBI come pound on my door.
That’s my brain for ya.
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Old May 23, 2019, 11:47 AM
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I woke up this morning a little less paranoid about DOD background check. I have no idea why I was acting like these people were going to interview my relatives, neighbors, and have the FBI come pound on my door.
That’s my brain for ya.
My brain probably would have gone in the same direction! HUGS hope you are less stressed today and good luck on the interview. You're going to do great! Any family would be lucky to have you as their nanny! HUGS Kit
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Old May 23, 2019, 11:49 AM
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Hi Couchies, I went to the ER last night, but got discharged obviously. That's kind of why I hate going because it seems like I just pay a lot of money to get assessed and then sent home. There's no real help involved. But I went and kept myself safe. Maybe T will be more helpful on Saturday. HUGS Kit
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Old May 23, 2019, 12:01 PM
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Well...that’s not helpful. Or an incentive to stay. Were you hungry when you went to sleep? Craving anything? I’m not good with dream stuff.
Art?
I was thinking it tied into my feeling that higher education is a giant fraud. Many accredited schools are now essentially diploma mills.
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Old May 23, 2019, 12:05 PM
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Bodily fluids trigger.

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There’ll be no stopping her now.
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Old May 23, 2019, 12:43 PM
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Ah, yes, the downside to pet ownership. There's nothing quite like having to get up at 3am to clean
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Old May 23, 2019, 12:46 PM
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Oh @@: it seems you were right about my wanting to see Lulabelle being related to my mom's visit. She's been here since Tuesday noonish and we're getting along really very well. And my desire to see L is gone again. Interesting observation, you know me pretty well.
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Old May 23, 2019, 12:58 PM
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Last night I dreamt my university started paying salaries in gold bars. But they were actually gold foil wrapped chocolate.

Take 1: All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost?!

Take 2: Perhaps it's your subconscious telling you things aren't as they seem. You might be tricked by someone you trust.
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