Did your therapist block you on Facebook?

Aaaah I just accidentally double tapped a photo on Ts Instagram. I unliked it as soon as I did it but I'm guessing I will be silently blocked from there now. Whyyyyy do I do this to myself.

She came in one day, and was like we need to talk about something, and was wondering if there is something you need to tell me? I was like no. She said really?? I was like yeah. Inside I was feeling so guilty for looking at her facebook, pintrest, and instagram accounts, and i probably looked guitly. I could not look at her. She was mad, and finally come out and said " Why did you find it necessary to hack into my Amazon account?? Actually how did you do it, Iam curious?? I was shocked and speechless that my guilt and shame was about the be exposed. I had no idea how, I dont know anything about hacking amazon. and then she asked then why are you acting so guilty ? I said because I have been looking at your social media accounts. And after that she made all her accounts private. Im so dissociated a lot and am not even sure if she ever apologized that I can remember. Part of me feels she did and really I dont know. DID sucks in moments like this.