Kind of Dissapointing Session with PDoc

But it was kind of my fault too.

I screwed up my days and showed up a day after I was supposed to be there. She took me in anyways. I had the baby with me, she made a couple of comments about the new arrival and how cute he was and such.

She did ask me how I was doing. I told her my moods do seem to be a bit more stable now, which they do. No idea if thats because I am no longer pregnant or if it is because I am back on the Zyprexa. Who knows, it seems to be working so we decided to leave that the way it is.

We decided to put me back on the clonazepam on an as needed basis rather than a daily basis like I was on. This was decided because I am nursing the baby and theres a chance of side effects (breathing problems,sleepiness ect) although it is very very rare at the dose I am being put on - a total of 1mg a day in two doses. Most of the side effects occured at higher doses for seizure patients. I plan to take it only when I am in crisis, but I had to have something as being a single mother, when I am here alone with the baby I can't really take a few hours to hide in my room when I am freaking out over something.

She did say it was encouraging that I am doing this well at this stage of postpartum. I agreed, though it may still happen at any point up to a year after birth. I could still just be full of pregnancy hormones.

And, that was it. We didn't really discuss much, and I felt sort of uncomfortable being there knowing it was the wrong day. I sort of felt I was taking up her time.

=( hate it when that happens.... but it was really nice that she still saw you =)
(((( hugs ))))
kiya

(((Bowzz))) You don't know that it was Her error in making the appointment for a day early! Maybe God wanted you to go this day instead anyway! Who knows if you would have had the same outcome had you gone yesterday? Take it for what it is, good.