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Jul 23, 2008, 08:53 AM
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I guess its not therapys thought. But compared to people not in therapy, I feel like I'm an alien. I find myself talking to much when all anyone else was doing was/is sort of just general chit chat. I find myself wanting to give solutions, analyst every %#@&#! thing anyone says. I can't see the person anymore, they've become a freudlian slip to be analysed...I feel tired with it all...I dont feel very humble infact I feel more narcisstic and special because of the constant twice wkly sessions that are all about me...oh I can hear T saying, but perhaps you need it to be about you at the moment? or some other flick of the tail remark...I even considered going back to be an active drunk today..thinking what have I achieved? I don 't feel I've achieved anything...%#@&#! all..zitch...zero...bollocks.
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Jul 23, 2008, 08:58 AM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Mouse_ said: I even considered going back to be an active drunk today..thinking what have I achieved? I don 't feel I've achieved anything.. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Mouse ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Maybe it's not about "achieving"....maybe it's about learning, growing, changing, developing. A journey, not a destination. A friend of mine told me yesterday that when we're climbing a mountain, if we look back after every step, we'll feel like we're never getting anywhere. But if we wait a while, climb a while, and then look back, we'll be able to see more clearly how far we've come. Drinking won't change anything, other than how you feel in that moment. Please be safe, Mouse. 
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Jul 23, 2008, 09:24 AM
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thank you earthmama...I just so want to drink and make all the pain go away right now...I've just emailed T stateing much of what I've written here...she will reply with so much hope and I feel that I can't keep on believing her anymore...at least through drink I may achieve my final achievement...
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Jul 23, 2008, 09:26 AM
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What have you done in the past when you've felt like drinking that has helped you get through it? I know, completely, how hard it is not to give in when the drinking is calling that loudly. It's so hard to get through that darkness - but worth it, when you find the light on the other side. Hang in there....
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Jul 23, 2008, 09:28 AM
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Mouse_ said: I guess its not therapys thought. But compared to people not in therapy, I feel like I'm an alien. I find myself talking to much when all anyone else was doing was/is sort of just general chit chat. I find myself wanting to give solutions, analyst every %#@&#! thing anyone says. I can't see the person anymore, they've become a freudlian slip to be analysed...I feel tired with it all...I dont feel very humble infact I feel more narcisstic and special because of the constant twice wkly sessions that are all about me...oh I can hear T saying, but perhaps you need it to be about you at the moment? or some other flick of the tail remark...I even considered going back to be an active drunk today..thinking what have I achieved? I don 't feel I've achieved anything...%#@&#! all..zitch...zero...bollocks. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> it is truly difficult to grow Mouse.. it is even harder when those around you are stuck or accept things just as they are and dont offer their assistance.. often they have developed relationships which support their own dysfunction and having acquired that much in life, feel content to leave matters just as they are... we musnt allow these people to hold us back from healing even tho for times, at times, we feel alone in our progress.. it causes us to wonder what is the point if there are few others in our area to share this new healing feeling with.. thats why it is important to surround yourself with healthier friends and as able continue to extend a helping hand to those around us.. rise above Mouse and make your way.. others are often only to willing to do their part to keep us stuck for their own advantage.. dont blame, just continue to progress.. you will make it... sending kind healing thoughts always |
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Jul 23, 2008, 09:34 AM
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thank. you both
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Jul 23, 2008, 09:37 AM
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yeah thats it, I just want to share stuff....I get carried away.....why couldnt I see it like that?
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Jul 23, 2008, 09:41 AM
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Sometimes when we are in our "dark boxes" it's hard to see the light. That's why there's PC-so others can hold the flashlight when we cannot.
Hugs-Angel
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