the 40 hr. Countdown to kickout time!

thank you so much! I do appreciate the good advice and support! You know, i am still cleaning?! I did not realise how dirty things could get over a period of time! Insense dust was everywhere, dishes piled up in the sink, his clothes on the floor, diningroom chairs and couches, one side of the coffee table was black, under my couch were a shitload of crumbs, i think i am going to have to vaccume twice, will have to spot clean the hardwoods, cuz i sure am getting tired!

More power to ya Nucking....i HATE cleaning...grrrrrr

i hate it too! But i used my anger and indignation to motivate myself. I replaced 2 lightbulbs, scrubbed the stains off the carpet, vaccumed, packed up his stuff and put it in my closet, washed some fine washables, scrubbed my coffee table (it is rustic so it is okay), moved my bed, moved the wall unit in the living room, cleaned the bathroom, spot cleaned the walls and baseboards. I am saving the kitchen for tomorrow. So except for the kitchen it looks like a nice, cozy home complete with relaxing music. Even the cats are a bit freaked...they were in the courtyard all day so they had no idea. They will be exploring. Kinda fun watching them. I hope you do not mind me reporting on my progress but without the support i have gotten here, my big home project would not have turned out so wonderful. My faith that other people really do care is being restored. Thank you all so much! I hope you all do not mind if i continue this thread throughout the week as i have a lot of challenges to meet this week with support?

I hope you do continue sharing with us futz. You're making such positive strides it's an inspiration.

pdoc gave me the okay for my vegas trip. Will probably leave for my trip in a couple of weeks to get a good fare. I am excited! Love, nucking

You go, girl, you are making some positive changes. It is good to see you improving your quality of life. I know life has been tough on you recently and you seem to be bouncing back in healthy ways.

Yay for you!

you know, i think this new med cocktail and the individual therapy is doing the trick! I am learning how to deal with my anger too! If i could only eradicate cabana boy completely out of my head...put him on no contact because he does drugs and this girl owns him. But thank you yoda! That means a lot to me.