well the door is closed - he's engaged to her

My dear ((((Sanity)))).....I'm sure you will find your way.....and just slowly slowly but you will get that peace.....you have a beautiful mind....I love your writings....and I will be first in life to buy your book and of course to get the signature

It's good that you are trying to simplify your life to have less stress....

You are in my heart....

Thanks Marjan. I really appreciate the support I get from my friends on PC and especially the time I share with you and Belle here.

I love you both so much... and yes I'll be second in line to buy any book but only because Marjan got in first hehe

I am back in the clients off this week - hate it but hoping that it's only for today.. then I have 4 days off! So looking forward to the break xx

sorry girl....Sanity and I are in a same time zone....you are late girl...wait in a line...hehehe.....

+ I love you guys too

oh...I finally emailed the lawyer with my info....gosh...I can't believe I got to go through immigration process again....I hate that....but I should be thankful in the other hand....

time to go home and then dancing tonight....feel so great that Aaron doesn't show up in the class anymore....can't believe I was able to over come my fears and now I'm the one who goes to the class and he doesn't.....love the power!

Heart warming to read this! All of you are great!!

Welcome to our place to share Tatyana
Started out as a negative forum.. and became what it is today.. a place where we all share what's going on in our lives... We thought about moving it to a new thread but it didn't seem right

welcome Tatyana to this thread.....as Belle said, she started this thread and now we keep posting on it.....

okay girls....I feel such an evil...I should ask for forgiveness ahead of time, before telling you guys what is going on in my mind....

well....I went to the dance class....and as I said before Aaron is not coming to the class anymore and I'm so glad....feel like a victory, but I think he's just busy with another girl...whatever....I don't care anymore....I just don't want to see him.....

but this time his ex-girlfriend, the one that he dated right after me was there...she was so simple girl...and not attractive, just okay....and her clothes were so simple and again very unattractive....that was so interesting to me as I knew how much Aaron is into fashion and what to wear....then he doesn't want his girlfriend look pretty....he was always fighting with me over my clothes and my shoes....he was complaining and telling me that he likes tomboys....me? tomboy? no way....I'm so girlish....walking with my high heels....love to wear skirt...and I spend so much time for my hair and make up.....now, I know why I got dumped!!!!

once I told him that I feel so uncomfortable and I think he doesn't like the way that I wear....he said..."oh no...you know what to wear and you wear so sexy"....hmmm....then why he was putting me down always? even if I had lipstick on, he would have refused to kiss me....give me a break please....and no, I won't wear unattractive clothes to make you look and feel good about yourself, while you are wearing expensive clothes!!! I have never seen a guy to have that many clothes....and he was wearing really good....
God to forgive me for judging this poor girl...actually, I think she's a good girl....and I really wanted to talk to her and make friendship with her....but no chance....arggg....I tried even to sit next to her, but right away one of guys asked me to dance and I didn't have chance to talk to her....then I found out she's leaving....I changed my shoes and went after her, but again I was late....hope to see her again....I really want to hear her story....not sure how to make friendship with her, but I like to know how it ended.....why do I care even? probably, I don't care, I just want to know....I'm curious I know that she dumped him....I want to tell her "good for you"....hehehe.....

I ended up not dancing enough and I went to gym instead...needed the workout.....

I just don't know if she knows me or not? Aaron has my pictures at his facebook still....she was looking at me a way that she knows me, or probably it was just my interpretation....ahhhhhhhhh....hope I can catch up next time.....and hope this A.H. Aaron doesn't show up at all...it's been more than couple of months that he doesn't come to the class....

again...sorry for being so mean and discribing this poor girl like this....I wish her and all of us happiness

it's better I go and sleep....now my brain is racing again....

Marjan It's okay to wonder/see what he saw in her.. and I still like to think of Lisa as a brainless twit in a short skirt. I am the opposite, am happier being dressed in jean and singlets I do te whole dressing up thing I go out - then I feel super hot haha.

Glad you went to the gym instead and had a good work out
I just got back from Yoga... feel lovely and relaxed.

I'll appologise in adance too as I spoke with Mark today... Don't want to put it on this thread though so am about to head over to my other one

well...I dress up in jeans too....lets put it this way, I wear based on what I'm doing...for example, I don't wear skirt in dancing, because I don't want anybody to see too much of me I don't like to wear very short skirts either....and I don't like too much of accessories like too much jewelery hanging from me...but I always wear the way to feel good....and of course, I spend time and money to buy them.....I love to take care of myself and look good....
My point is this girl is completely opposite of me....she wasn't a type of girl to take care of herself at all versus Aaron who is into what to wear....but I think she's a good girl....and I have nothing against of her....Honesty, I don't care....probably, even I should thankful to her for taking him away from me! no need for being with that A.H.....He's a type of guy who wants to get all attention and it looks like he couldn't when he was with me.....I'm just wondering if he shows up in the class again.....I found out the girl went to the Saturday dance party too....
Still it hurts when I remember the day that I was thinking I will tell him that I miss him....but then she stepped in the class with him together, the same way that Aaron and I used to come to the class and then he told me "oh...I'm busy with stuff"....and laughed and pointed his head towards her to show me that he's with her....then I left and didn't go to the class....didn't want to play his dirty game.....
I'm so glad that I'm okay now and I passed all those sad days.....
That's why I know how you girls feel....
okay...got to see the other thread to see what Belle told Mark....hmmmm