all I want is to be in love again

its all to much..i don't want to on like this, i really am not feeling well, i don't want to feel this way..i am trying to pick my self up i really am...i can't go on with all this fustration inside me....i have had it...this people took my life away, they took my dreams and my love...this is not the answer, there is no answer, wehy the hell i'm i still here...my spiret is broken my heart is broken i am broken.....its over and everything has gone....i'm not gonna last like this...i can't go on , i won't go on ..i have nothing left to figrht with

You are so very very low. Trust me when I say I have been there. Many many of us here have been where you are. Find ourselves there again and again. We find our way out. The depression eases up just as it brought us down. You can't give in to it. I know its hard. I know it is easier said then done.

Have you called your doctor to let him know things are getting worse not better. You must reach out for help. You mustn't let it beat you. You can't see it now. You are caught listening to the depressive voices consuming your every thought.

Yes things are gloomy now. They won't always be that way IF you get help. You owe yourself to try. There will come a day when you can look back at this time from a better place. Please don't keep giving your power away to all those people who frustrate you, who have not come through for you as you had hoped. Pick yourself up and fight for yourself. No one can do that for you. You don't need to go on like this. Its a tough battle back but with help from your doctors and others he can refer you to for treatment and counselling you can reinvent your life again. Its not too late.

I wish you well. I hope you call your doctor and ask for help. Remember the positive thoughts I posted for you. Please read it again now. Own its message and let it pick you up enough to reach out to someone who can help you.

Blessings.