Went to nevada to stay with joanie (girl that's like a daughter) .Things were great.Husband kept in touch while I was there.Was very kind the whole time on the phone.I guess he didn't know I'd have to come back for appointments.Huh.So ,while I'm at joanies,considering counseling and how I need to fix my life,I get a phone call.Apparantly my neighbors across the street; who my son spends most of his time with,says there's been this chick staying at my house in and out.I kinda thought it was his sister because she has prolly like 4 surgeries on her ankle so far,and figured she wanted to take care of him since I wasn't here.Thought cool, whatever.Decide to come by and pick up a few things, while he is at work,and who do I find? Like my ex best friend.I mean to tell you I am pissed.I am not jealous .I could care less who he sees ,but she's all wearing my clothes,been through my papers,using my comp,and stuff of my moms is not here.I am in utter disbelief.I mean me and her didn't even ever have a falling out.Just got busy with other stuff I thought.Maybe that's why he felt he could do what he was doing.Or maybe that was his intent from the beginning.Actually someone mentioned that he was probably doing some of the stuff he did cause he wanted me to freak out and leave.Some of my jewelry is gone.A couple paintings,and part of my wolf collection.Who even knows what else.I hope she took some of his **** too!!What the --- is next!?I could care less.She can have him.I have the things I need and figured cause he was all I'm sorry I'd think about it,but f forget it.I am just livid!I WILL frakin' survive.He can reap what he sows.I don't even know why I care.~~WOolf~~ Don't really know my next decision .Is it ever gunna be just ok?

[Rhiannonsmoon]

((((((((((((((((Woolfie))))))))))))))))

How awful! This is really low! I know how hard you've been struggling recently and this is just disgusting! You nee to file a complaint with the police about your missing items and give them her address so they can check it out. You can't let her get away with that.

You are entitled to half of everything and I say that so that you can set yourself up in a little home and be "just ok". You deserve that and you should have it. I left without anything and now I can't even buy a home because I can't get finance and I left everything behind, house, money, cars everything; I was stupid.

Please WOolfie take care and keep posting so that we know you are ok. But don't let this woman and your husband get away with pilfering your stuff, that is just plain wrong,

Here for you any time at all, and all the time,

Rhiannon

(((((Rhiannon )))))) Thank you sweety.It certainly helps to feel others understand and hear me.I was thinking since the time I wrote this.I thought ...here you go...all pissed and destroyed again.Know what? I just am beginning to be able to shut stuff of.It just really caught me off guard.I mean looking back...it has been what I had to do to get through.To numb myself.Like ...I know 100% I have a loving heart.So when I say I turn it off...I mean to survive.I am at the point where the impact of stuff is very small .Only tiny craters. I; since 2000, lost sooo much .Just don't care. It's amusing and terrifically ironic how things play out.I actually have tilted my head back to laugh out loud amidst many things.Lol...N E who...Hugs and tytytyty Awooof!

[Rhiannonsmoon]

I'm thinking of you dear WOolfie and don't forget it. I know what you mean about turning it off. I had to do that too; it was the only thing that kept me afloat and helped me to maintain some strength. But really and truly once you've been gone some time and are free to think and live for yourself you will naturally want some personal security and a home you don't have to move from. So please take some consideration for your future and for your kids future.

Thinking of you with love and support

Crap...so he wants to go to counseling...I dunno what to think anymore.I am emotionally drained

[Belle1979]

(((((Wolfy))))

Do you really want to go to counselling with him? You just do what is best for you xx Am thinking of you xx

I am not knowing what to do n e more

[Belle1979]

One step at a time and remember to take deep breaths when things feel over whelming xx

Originally Posted by wolfsong

I am not knowing what to do n e more

Get away from this man ASAP. He will continue to lie, cheat and abuse you. Get out while you still can. That is your only healthy option.

Thank you ....I will....I kinda do alot of self soothing like exercise to drive off the anxiety...journal...to get it down....and meditative music....really is helping.Sometimes I sit in the dark with just 1 small candle and repeat a soothing mantra...~W~BTW....he is not here...lol...just had to be on my own to think...we will see how things play out...

[Belle1979]

How are you Wolfy?

Doing really well actually...but there are some things that have changed...don't want to post on it here tho' How are you belle?I hope life is being good to you.~W~

[Rhiannonsmoon]

You have a ton of support here WOlfie so whatever happens you know we are behind you and that you can turn to us at any time. Please, please take care,

Hugs to you

[Belle1979]

I am great at the moment thanks for asking. PM me with any good news!