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I feel like poeple can read my thougts and it really annoys me. Whenever I see bird I get scared because they are like the opposite of light that feels good, but rather a sound which pushes you away from within. I believe the opposite, but nothing is farther from the truth. I am paranoid from drugs I took in 2001. Nameably excstacy and speed. I used to hang out with this guy and go clubbing and binge drinking and all that. The "whole" time I felt like I was letting him down by trying to act like him and instead pushing him away. I used to be like him now I am my own enemy in side. What comes after this?
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dont give up....
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#3
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so why won't you just say it? do i frighten you or something. just don't say or something.
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![]() Just my opinion on this little tid bit-- and it can be taken or left or pondered on or advanced on- but i think being a friend to yourself and not so much an enemy, first and for most is an important thing... it can be hard for some people (I myself have difficulties some day but it is a work in progress)... being you and not some one else, is a really important thing in life... it you that has to live with you for this life time
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But Why? I don't want to harm anyone. I believe that. I am not my own enemy rather my past is everyone's enemy.
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as far as your past being everyone's enemy... Your past is your past-- try to make amends with who you can and with in yourself-- I will not sit and say that all amends will be taken by ALL others, but some will, the probability of that is there... and you don't know till trying with that... And it is a key thing to learn if others can not accept that the past is the past... If Others Can NOT accept that Your Past is THE PAST, and that You have moved Forward (even if it is a little or even if it is a lot!) then they can be a part of your past... The past is not something to beat yourself up over ![]() Not to sound like -- "look out for number one (you)", but this seems to be distressing you-- If you have tried to make amends, and it has not worked with other people accepting that-- well that is just how they feel, and you have tried to make amends to them. Don't beat yourself up for them not accepting apologetic, explanations, etc. from you Our pasts help us learn, we grown from past experiences as best as we can... Some past things are hard to "get over" (i hate that phrase but it is commonly used) but WE DO Learn from them, we take what we can... Many Hugs to you ![]() I hope some of what i wrote -- has helped just a little
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it truly is not the end of the world. if you or anyone you know has this in thier lives then god will deal with them. I like a quiet life. I don't look to pick fights. I am lonely, but it is not the end of the world.
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