Stuck and tired

I feel very bad. I am very alone and lonly. feeling sick and scared. i do n't know why i end up being alone. I can't find someone to be in relationship. only people that i do n't like at some stage were interested in me but generally no one interested. I am a pretty girl just can't attract a guy. i am a shy girl so can't initiate anything even if i do i initate something vey boring and no useful. I am not enjoying being alone. I can't go travel as I am alone. recently i pushed myself to go to visit europe. the moment that i paid and i cme home so scared of going alone and ... that can't sleep and i prefer to cancel it and they take all of my money rather than going. I feel that i am tired of being so strong and alone. very boring. i need someone to trust and be my partner sick and tired of being myself and protect myself. very scared can't do it any more.

Hi rosa
welcome to Psych Central. it is difficult to be alone. you will find a lot of support here. after five posts you can visit the chat rooms and talk to others. again, welcome.

I bet you Are a pretty girl.. However, more important than looks is the energy that you exude, but I know that must be tough because you are shy.

Have you tried joining a singles group. I know of some friends who are members of them and they arrange group travels throughout the year. Some of them become such good friends that they meet up and travel together on their own. Just a thought. You can be as social as you want or stand back and be a little shy... either way, you get to travel without the fear of traveling alone.

when you picture yourself alone in Europe, what about it is so depressing or frightening that you want to cancel and forfeit the money you paid?