[Sunflower346]

Two day before our one year anniversary my boyfriend has not only broke my heart but our relationship. I don't know what happened and he won't speak to me to clarify what happen. He was always the one to help me with my huge depression and anxiety to come to him making it. I was told in the beginning that his mother didn't want him dating but he said he loved me to much to leave me then almost a year later. It has became a problem. I've been told that he was no good for me all the time to the different households, him being on the low end and me being the general's daughter, but I still was able to get past the money and stuff like that. He was my first before to say he loved me without any intention of hurting me and now I think it's all was a lie. I run to not be mopping around the house cry all day but it's gotten to the point that I end up running for 2 hours. I didn't have many if any real friends to talk to ever until he came. It was 24/7 talking to completely being out of my life. He was the first guy I could ever say I love and I can't bare to any see pictures of him cause I think I'm on the verge of suicidal. It's even hard for me to make this and I'm crying with every word I put. I can't do it. I need help.

[kaliope]

I am sorry that you are struggling right now. it is sad that he just ceased contact with no explanation. it just seems unfair to not have answers or closure in a relationship. unfortunately if this is the first time for love, it is the first of many heartbreaks for you. you take the good memories of each relationship and learn from them. learn what you want and don't want our of a man so that you can find the perfect one to spend the rest of your life with. I know that doesn't make sense or offer you any comfort now. it will get better for you and you will find love again. take care.

[waiting4]

I agree with kaliope, and yes it is hard to have someone you love just turn their back on you. You have every reason to feel the heartbreak you do....please, tho, remember. It does get better. Not right away, but it will. I'm an old duck and have been down that thorny patch so many times; even tho I damned each hurt as it did, later, I was and am able to look at them as not just life lessons but experiences which have created the person I am, and that it was my responsibility not to let them sour me to other experiences..either because of hurt or anger or resentment...........or fear.

Cry now as you need to...and run also ( I did a LOT of running this last break up and it helped center me, helped me focus on something other than the hurt). Remember, it does get better.

Wishing you much care and affection