been single for 5 years...

hey ive been single for over 5 years. ive only had one gf and that was for a few months and she was very unfaithful I actually just consider her a sex partner cuase she was unfaithful so it wasn't really a gf. but im tired of being lonely I don't need friends in real life just want a female companion. but I don't think im ready for that so im going to continue being alone, I just don't want my heart broken , and im afraid to bring anyone into my apartment cuase it looks like a pet shop in here or like the discovery channel. but someday I want a gf and I want kids, just not anytime soon. but im tired of being lonely, but it is peaceful living alone.

The way to get a girlfriend is most likely by making friends first. It's what I believe.

Relationships that start right off the bat usually never last long.

Why do you not want friends? A relationship with a friend often lasts much longer than a romantic relationship lasts.

Im sorry your hurting, I hope you find happiness.

I do want friend, female companion , yes I agree starting friends first is best , sorry I didn't say that in my post.