a rant, dont bother reading if you dont feel like it. it's for me

GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! you're either wallowing or making up for lost time, and FORGET that you have friends who care, FORGET that im in LOVE with you, FORGET that WE DESERVE SOMETHING TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok, i love you more than life, the universe, and everything, but can't you give me an OUNCE of that back??? are you KIDDING me??? so hes in jail for what, a week? and you ISOLATE yourself for that week, and when he suddenly comes back, not only do you neglect to tell me [no surprise there], but you abandon ALL pretense of caring to run off and make up for that week you lost, and the thing is, you KNOW i'll be here if you come back. you KNOW i will do everything in the world for you. and you KNOW that nothing you do will ever make me not want to be your friend. but it's not FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!


where were we when we thought we needed $5 grand? where were we when becky waited for hours to try to help? where were we when this all started? we werent isolated in our rooms going "ohhhhh deeearr my life is over i dont wanna talk to anyone, my life sucks". no we were with mrs pooface, or at least, we were ATTEMPTING to be with mrs pooface, trying to help so that mrs pooface didnt have to be alone and so we could help, but mrs pooface WANTED to be alone, so when mr pooface went off for a week [oh a WHOLE WEEK], mrs pooface isoplated herself for that week. and when mr pooface came back, mrs pooface dropped us completely, without s second, no without a FIRST though, and went off to do god knows what, and if god knows what, then im god!

--Edna St. Vincent Millay