Not sure what to think...

Sometimes I feel like everybody is against me. Like, there must be something awful about me that makes people stop liking me. Maybe even something I don't notice is bothering people.

My best friend has basically demoted me. It's kind of confusing as to why exactly, but my husband says it's because she doesn't need me anymore like she used to. Like she replaced me.

My other close friend, well, has just left me out of her life unexpectedly the last couple months. That's the friend that let me sleep with her husband that one time. I believe it did come back in bite me on the *** on that one, I think she thinks her husband likes me. *shrugs*, I thought we were normal...I don't get it.

The other friend I have gotten close to recently just told me she's moving back to Indy....makes me sad.

Nobody relates to me much, maybe I'm hard headed or just on a different road or something. I don't know.

I know how you feel but I know its not me now.(Bipolar) I'm so honest with my feelings that I can pick up on alot of people are trying so hard to hide from others .My feelings are right out there for everyone to see I think thats why I feel their against me .

I find my self lacking friends as well. My best friend I don't talk to know more Let's just say we were together for a year wont be a big deal but I've been with my wife for 23 years Its a long stories so I wont getting into it but they both knew . I find myself missing her alot (not for sex) .Good friends are hard to find so when you lose one it hurts.

I have felt that way before.

Life changes for all of us. So many times I made friends and changed friends till now I have no friends.

I do fairly well with my DW and one other female friend.
I have some male associates, but no friends.

Hang in there, it gets better.