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Sorry your son lost his job.

I know I shouldn't keep looking - but I feel like I'll miss something, I don't know if I should send another message a proper one this time, I should probably look at the pros and cons. The picture is really freaking me out though and she is doing this on purpose or they are.

I need to talk to her though and I have a plan but it depends on what my nurse says she did help me look for bugs one time, so if I catch her in the right mood then maybe.

It's because my psychologist does part time - but quality over quantity.

1 more message - going to see what happens.

I'm sure she is driving past my house.

Maybe this is a chance to practice mentally shifting gears, refocusing, trying to find something to distract yourself with? It sounds like you can keep scratching this itch, but it's not going to feel any better.

It's just they won't leave me alone - I'm hoping that by the end of next week it will stop or I'll get a chance to talk.

I'm going to watch the Mets play soon - I like baseball so that should help for tonight.

Then count down the days until I see my psychologist and call my nurse on Tuesday and see if she will help. She's just really annoying me.

Kureha, would it help to take yourself off Facebook for a few days? You can deactivate your account under the security settings and you'll disappear completely, but when you feel better you can reactivate it and all your old stuff will be intact. Scary for personal privacy, yes, but useful in some circumstances.

i deleted my facebook in 2010 due to paranoia...
one of the best decisions i ever made.

Well I hardly use it - so it's not really a big deal if I don't have it anymore.

They are sending me other thoughts to hurt her - i can't tell if it's for my protection or to benefit them.
I just want to talk to my psychologist - I'm trying to concentrate on other things, but its constantly there.

I'm going to do it - I'm going to go where she works with my friend.

Personally, Facebook scares the hell out of me and I won't even sign up ...

!!!

My friend agreed to come - so it's on.
I probably won't get on much after Thursday.

what exactly is happening

Was going to sort things with the nurse - they want me to hurt her - I don't really want to do that, I'm screwed now though, because someone I was talking to is going to tell the nurse.

He won't get back to me now.

I deactivate my Facebook account from time to time if I have important things to deal with or need my me time. You should try doing that too.

I usually don't have problems with my crazy interfering on social networking sites, except when my inhibitions are low & I feel that I'm about to get myself into some sort of trouble. But even now I've been avoiding facebook a lot... I feel like my friends are noticing the changes in my personality. I feel like a great deal of my posts make no sense. It's really annoying, because facebook is the only form of contact I have with anyone other than my boyfriend, lol.

Feel better Kureha. I've been reading around on the posts here but have been trying not to post too much lately. I've been second-guessing how much sense I'm making lol.

I'm starting to be cooler with facebook although I still did something.

It's nearly Thursday though and I'll get what I want, she won't even know what is happening unless my psychologist calls.

She won't avoid my questions this time though - I'll be a hero, my nurse will be sorry for not believing me and I will have taken care of 1 threat.

I'm not sure I understand, Kureha. What are you planning?

I can't talk about it on here, because of what it's about, but I'm doing more than just talking to her, they want it to happen, so it has too.

Try to stay out of trouble and make sure no one gets hurt.

I'm going to sort it out after I've seen my psychologist.

It's ok - because they will all see how it is.

Please run this idea past your psychologist before you do it to see if she thinks it's wise.

I am - but I know she won't be ok with it

No way - my nurse knows

I think they're a lot sharper than you give them credit for... Not that they're plotting against you, but I think they can figure out when you have one of your "plans" in motion.

not if you keep it secret and actually do it
and i dont mean "secret"
i mean secret