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Old May 12, 2012, 12:03 PM
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KUREHA - I'm sorry you're having a hard time and I really feel for you. I pray one day you're feel peace and safety. Comforting hugs to you.
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Old May 12, 2012, 12:30 PM
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If you take anti psychotics when you aren't psychotic - then it makes you psychotic.

That kind of medication - 1950s - Dr Ewen Cameron - MK Ultra.

People always say that to me "suck it up" "don't worry about it" like it's just going to disappear - like I can turn it on and off.

My psychologist has never said that.
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Old May 12, 2012, 04:10 PM
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Actually I don't care what their reason is, better to get in first. It's self defense.
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Old May 12, 2012, 04:12 PM
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Actually I don't care what their reason is, better to get in first. It's self defense.
Actually, it's never (legally) self-defense if you act first -- so don't.
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Old May 12, 2012, 04:41 PM
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Is is when she has been harassing me and could have killed someone.
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Old May 12, 2012, 05:48 PM
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Is is when she has been harassing me and could have killed someone.
Nope, only if she's pointing a gun or brandishing a knife and running towards you.
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Old May 12, 2012, 06:05 PM
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Yeah... Unfortunately the law doesn't work in favour of circumstantial evidence. Even the government loses cases all of the time because their proof wasn't enough. I ought not to imagine what kind of trouble you could get yourself into. Be well.
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Old May 13, 2012, 03:14 AM
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They want it to happen so it has too. If I don't do it other people will get hurt.

Think about it - I don't have any diagnosis, so why would I be seeing them.
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Old May 13, 2012, 06:07 AM
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Just realised I left my signature in the email to the nurse
The happy suicide song - like they are going to know that.
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Old May 13, 2012, 09:33 AM
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May 24th my ex's birthday that will be my day.
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Old May 13, 2012, 09:44 AM
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I just checked the prison I'd go to if I screwed up or they stole my sd card - I'd be with rose west - how insane is that.

A hero and I'd be there with someone that murdered kids, it doesn't mention if they have en suite though.
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Old May 13, 2012, 09:54 AM
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Why don't we find a way for you to avoid going to prison. It seems preferable to finding out whether or not the one you might be sent to has en suite toilets. :-/
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:01 AM
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That's actually really depressing - I'm like rose west.

Where is my hero status - I want to be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned.
I want to defeat them, my demons, and all the non-believers, the plans that they have made.

It's just like the song - my psychologist has left me, this is for me, they got the message to me.

rose west didn't do that - why am I being compared?
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:03 AM
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No en suite means cardboard trays for toilets
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:04 AM
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No en suite means cardboard trays for toilets
All the more reason to stay out of prison in the first place.
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:08 AM
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They've killed my psychologist - I will avenge her death.
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:13 AM
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They've killed my psychologist - I will avenge her death.
How do you know?
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:15 AM
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The song - one day I leave you a phantom to lead you in the summer

I got the message
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:21 AM
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I object to be compared to her though - that will be in my letter.
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:25 AM
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I object to be compared to her though - that will be in my letter.
Letter?

I think you should wait until tomorrow before you take any action. Just call her office and confirm it.
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:28 AM
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It's all my fault - that's why they are comparing me to rose west, I'm the same as her.

I got her into it and they took her instead of me.
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:31 AM
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She doesn't do Mondays or any days now.

My nurse will call tomorrow to let me know
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:38 AM
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I'm going - you all think I'm making it up - I can see it in your replies - you're all laughing at me.
Hidden in other messages - I should shut up and put up right.

I've been accepted by 1 person here and they know who they are and I wish that person good luck.
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:46 AM
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We accept you; we just don't want to see you going to prison.
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Old May 13, 2012, 10:56 AM
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Kureha, I have never laughed at you. And I never will.
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