Trig) Not doing as well as I thought

I know you're on nothing now. I thought you sounded clearer when you were taking the Haldol. But you didn't like how it made you feel. Can you try a different medication?

I think that getting off the medications is a good goal for the future, but right now it may help you to take them.

im not? you didnt answer the question. :/

so you think im not doing well? i sounded clearer on haldol???????

yea i didnt. it scared me but i also forgot to take the cogentin with it. i felt physically better when i took the cogentin. my muscles quit locking up. my hands curled up wouldnt move...i was unable to lift my neck. stuff like that....

im less worried about haldol than those ones that caused me weight gain. im skinny but my glucose was borderline bad while in hospital. it said. or whatever.

lol... Well, you're doing well enough to notice I didn't answer the question.

It's really hard for me to know how well you're doing over the Internet, but there have been times when you were communicating better than you have been the last week or so.

This message sounds really clear and cogent to me. When you talk to the pdoc, do you say these things? This is the kind of feedback that would be useful for him or her to know.

Which AP's have you tried?

:/ :/ :/

that means "no"

Newtus, I think you're a poet and a philosopher, and I love talking to you. I don't know what to tell you. Your family obviously thinks you need the medication. I'm not there to see you, so it's really hard for me to know.

...im a freak.

people cant even tell if im 15 or 21.

i cant even tell you how often people think im 13...

im a freak and i have a freak mind...

If there's one thing I'm really clear about, it's that you're not a freak.

..how do you know.

man this F***ING appt
stressing me f out. man.

I don't know how I know. It's just what I sense from talking to you.

i need a place to put my pictures. like an album or a thread.

is it just me or am i the only one that takes that schizophrenia quiz to track symptoms???

i dont understand i dont ever remember what i put but my score has risen 10 points in one month??!

An album would be good.

I really like when people share pictures or artwork. Newtus, are they pictures you've created, or photographs, or what? Agree putting them in an album is a good idea.

Wow. Thank you for this information. I don't know a lot about the law systems in other countries.

It's my whole life now
English mental health law basically sucks monkey balls.

theyre just all of that...and more.