Roll Call Eight

How could no one have known I was sick? I was starving myself and looking at the pictures I look sick how could everyone be so blind??? Maybe they'll see this time. Maybe they'll notice when I'm sick this time.

no

i tried a heating pad.

now i bought some gel with arnica in it.

but i took an aspirin earlier. that seemed to help.

eek

had to go in to give my pdoc letter for jury duty

the look on the womans face when she read Schizoaffective. LOL. i knew EXACTLY when she hit THAT line in the paragraph. her eyes.

Nevermind what I said about wanting sleep. Hahahahhaah. Who needs sleep? Why the **** would I want to sleep??? Hahahahahaha. Wow. I need to just go DO SOMETHING.

HAHAHAHA, wow that's typical.

seeing my cpn next week to try and convince her that im fine off my meds and that i dont need their help. hopefully they will see it my way. my world is just different to theirs.

There's a big difference between me being delusional, and me being delusional and (what I can only describe as) hypomanic.

Delusional - they've changed themselves into trees and I they're going to get me I'm scared stay away leave me alone.

Delusional and hypomanic - they've changed themselves into trees to watch me hahahaha how pathetic you guys are assholes I should flash my tits.

Hahahaha I'm feeling good!!!! Tempted to search eBay to buy some witchcraft supplies to make them go **** off. They probably have real cool **** there OMG.

i really liked the flashing tits bit

i took my pants off outside couple days ago. although THAT wasnt planned.

why did you take your pants off?

i have urges to take off my shoes so walk around with no shoes on a lot. get funny looks but dont care

I so agree about how helping others can help ourselves too.

He's survived the first class. He said the other students were getting stuck on the same sorts of things he normally gets stuck on. Only this time he didn't get stuck, because he'd spent so much time studying the syllabus last night.

thought there was a spider in my pants. but it was a tactile hallucination found out.

Everything is AWESOME~~~!!!

i updated my blog.

is it just me or didnt i have my blog on my sig

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put it in anyway again

I'm on my phone and can't see any signature.

its ok. sometimes im on tapatalk sometimes not.

www.mozepray.com

am i that messed up to have experienced nearly if not everything i see everyone posting has? all jokes aside ive experienced a sh_tload of sh_t. all types of hallucinations with ALL senses of all types. man...

Nah dude you're cool. Big hug.

i saw a man a moving van today. he looked at me then disappeared. then going over the overpass...i didnt see the car...go pass the bridge.....
but im 100% sure i saw this.

was it a ghost/demon/angel? i think it was a demon. i kept thinking my dad and i are going to crash soon or someone gonna shoot at us from a passing car any time soon now....................

it was a sign

I can see them taunting me. How I'm fat. I'll show them. I'll show them all. They'll regret it. They will.

whoever invented dry shampoo is a genius! this stuff is amazing

batiste. with perfume. smells and looks like freshly washed hair.

that's what i used except with original smell. you can get tropical i bet you end up smelling like a coconut haha

i got original!