Roll Call Twelve

cause i believe its a conspiracy

alex jones was out there today protesting

anyway i dont want to be seen as a bad person heree

I don't see you as a bad person.

Me too Newtus, been watching JFK videos all morning.

Yeah my pic is cool, it's Gerard and Lyn-Z

I don't see you as a bad person at all. I ask questions so that I can get a better understanding that's all.

I dont think its POSSIBLE for anyone to see you as a bad person.

No one here is for that matter.

@medical fox re:new apt- yay for your new place!! I am truly sorry it is so cold though! I have a difficult time tolerating cold as well, and 60 seems extreme to me. If you cannot persuade or compromise for a more reasonable temperature, I agree that a space heater in your room may help, and using an electric blanket may also be an economical solution. I have one for my bed and one for the couch. They help me stay warm very well. Is the new home otherwise an improvement? Do you have enough space? Is it clean? Do you feel safe there? I hope if you can be warm that it will work out for you.

thanks guys

Only you have the power to change your foot steps! Please remember that you can always take different foot steps than what your parents took

yea...
im giving up on myself
i have been for awhile

i think i even announced it heere.

i just...dont care about myself so much anymore...
..im not going anywhere. no where i wanted to. all my back up plans have rotted. all my initial plans have rotted.

and apparently im still pretty sick. i can feel it anywya. the paranoia and hallucinations. and the cognitive stuff. ive been wanting to talk less to people. ive been giving up more on talking to forums. i dont feel the need to. i guess i used to think people would care more. but they do but idk. i thought some miracle would happen for me.

i notice when i stay in the house more i have more headaches. and when i leave the house they start to automatically leave! idk why. does anyone know why? is iti the stress of being home a lot? or not talking to anyone or being isolated?

I hear what you're saying and I do understand why you feel this way. But I believe in you and I know that if you fight hard enough you can get through this. It's never easy I know. Every moment of every day is a challenge. But I know you can overcome each challenge moment by moment. You keep sharing with your friends here on Roll Call. We care. We listen. Sometimes we might not know exactly what to say because we too have our own battle that we're fighting. But we do support you. Just don't give up on yourself Newtus!

I get a lot of headaches that turn into migraines. For me it's stress and anxiety. And the fact that I over think everything and because of this my brain never shuts off! This happens to me when I'm home. If I'm out and about I'm focused on other things which helps me get out of my head for a while.

Biggest cosmic explosion ever seen
http://kdfw.m0bl.net/r/1q1qs0

This is fasinating!

i was just looking at the forums avbout "probelsm with mental health crisis numbers" and i remmeber calling them last week or before and they told me to read a book or watch a movie cause i was actually feeling homicidal.

THEN she said "this number isnt really for that. sorry". and hung up.

Oh.. my .. holy god!!

but i found a good texting line 741-741

they are really good and will talk to you about whatever u want and for how ever long

my dad said it was dangerous to order the herbal cigs on amazon like i did.

they are called american indian and filled with certain flowers n other stuff

any1 notice how embarrassing it is to talk about your illness

especially with people around you?
especially family?

edit what do you mean the message it too shoty di uall pea frhwa u i n a bag

» Dallas Sheriff’s Deputies Assault Free Speech Activists, Punch Alex Jones Alex Jones' Infowars: There's a war on for your mind!

yea i saw that kureha. i see everything that happens to alex jjones

oh no im gaining weight....120 pounds now. what gives