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Lol, I guess take it for what it is which is just a dream. I've also had dreams about being in the hospital but for some reason that dream turned into being in a game show which the goal of the show was to get as much blood in a bucket with the dead bodies that was on stage.

Wow and I thought my dreams were weird. Lol.

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Lol, I've always have had vivid and bizarre dreams. Sometimes I'll look up dream interpretations online to see what in the dream may signified. Maybe mania could mean something else entirely. I've looked up mania and found maniac which said this:
Maniac
To dream that you are a maniac indicates that you need to control your temper and not let your emotions get the best of you. You need to show more restraint and composure in some situation.

anyway im up. couldnt sleep last night. im so tired. paranoia keeping going sky high.

Apparently it's going around, I didn't sleep worth a **** last night either.

I've slept... I just haven't slept at the proper hours. Hopefully today I can stay up at a reasonable hour and go to sleep at a normal bed time.

Lol listening to Reggaeton. It reminds me of my ex-boyfriends family. I miss living with them.

i go see my psychiatrist today

Are you going to be honest about your symptoms?

I'm currently in the hospital. Sneaking on the computer. Shhh don't tell

I'm sorry you're in the hospital but its good to hear from you

I had to go or I was going to burn down the house. Started on Geodon, 60 mg twice a day I think. It makes me tired as hell.

Lol are you sneaking on the computers behind the counters where they watch you?

Well on the plus side you and your family are safe....

yea i will and im going to tell her my AD isnt working and to prescribe me another one

Ok that's good...

Lol! No, I'm supposed to be doing cyberschool. I only take one class (English) because that's all I need to graduate. I don't think we're supposed to use forums, but I don't care. :P

blackwhitered I hope you'll feel better soon and get to go back home soon

My Daisy is feeling much better. No more throwing up. No more bites of human food for her!

Ah, You're still in school! Lol you seem older.

So today is Monday---no work, first day of Spring Break! What should I do with this day? Cleaning, laundry, or lazy day.....hmmmmmm.....

I'd say lazy day but for me... everyday is lazy day!

Nah, I'm only 18. Still single, unemployed, and living with my mother unfortunately.

You're pretty knowledgeable about psychology. Thought about going to school for it?

Well, so I got a bunch of boxes from my step-mom this weekend. It has a bunch of old stuff from my dad. One box was full of letters from 1943-1945 when my grandpa was in WWII. There are letters to my great-gandma and great-grandpa from relatives I never knew about in Kansas. And there's sympathy cards from when my great-grandpa died, so I learned he was only 59.

The house we live in now belongs to them. It's been in our family for over 100 years, and my dad grew up there. He was raised by his grandma. It's pretty amazing to get to know something about them because my dad's grandma and dad died very close together right before he married my mom. (And his mom was already gone, too.)

That's quite a bit of history there. That's pretty crazy! Did you read any of those letters?