Roll Call 19

my hamster hoarding his food and bringing it to his bed. wont even eat at his dinner table. gotta eat it in his bed. lazy a_ss.

Yeah I've got 6 movies to return so I think I'll go stick them in the night drop box. I love driving around at night because there aren't that many people out. The world seems peaceful.

I used a different username yes.

Sweet dreams!

That's good. She shouldn't be able to find you then.

Ok going for a night drive.

Ok I'm gonna watch them now newtus. Sorry just trying to keep up on here. Dang I'm buzzed I do what you do. I have some weed but then I'll get really buzzed. Best to not smoke it. I barely ever smoke it, it makes me paranoid. Ok now I'm gonna watch.

Ok I watched some of one of the videos. My son came out of his room harassing me. Have u been drinking? I hope that doesn't offend u. I have, lol.

its ok i have been drinking too but im not drunk

First wow you have such a beautiful voice...second read your earlier comment on supplements....one I would consider is something called sarcosine it inhibits glycine transport thus activating NMDA receptor which typically functions at a lower level in sz. Also did you see where Costello was talking about pregnenolone on nbritton's post....that is also supposed to regulate NDMA receptor levels so you can get more signalling through that path. It's intersting but clozapine and zyprexa elevate pregnenolone levels in the brain and it's though that this might be the mechanism by which they coregulate NMDA helping people who are treatment resistant. So pregnenolone is a steroid and a precursor of all the other steroids so you would want to take too much but if I ever found myself in a spot where D2 blockers weren't working I would likely try one of those 2 before trying clozapine.

I wish I understood half of what u say, lol. Btw I've heard that some ppl think bp is more of a sleep disorder than anything else. Have u heard of that? And do u know what supplements are good for bipolar?

Btw newtus u are truly beautiful, I hope u know that.

thank you all for the compliments. sometimes & sunshine.

sometimes where can i get sarcosine and pregnonlone?

My son and his friend are so funny. I'm gonna pay my son some money for cleaning. This is unbelievable....He's cleaning without any problems. He's doing a good job too. He does manipulate me.

I took a couple hits. I'm in my room now. My son is actually cleaning!! I hope nobody is judging me. This is the first time I've drank or smoked weed in months. And I've always made sure my boys needs are met before mine. I love him soooo much. If anyone did to him what was done to me I would plot the worst revenge on them.

a couple of hits of weed?

Newtus: I got back from my drive and watched both your videos. You are awesome! Thanks for sharing that with us. And yes I love your question mark pillow

Yeah, weed. It's legal here nobody cares.

Hey spsychotic, can u explain why some people have a lifetime of trauma and others have none at all? I don't get it. Why do ppl that are the least deserving have it so easy sometimes?

Well now I'm feeling weird. Where did everyone go?

I'm lurking.

Hey gretta

How are u tonight?

*meh. thanks for asking.

Just a lame night?

It's fine.

I'm here. I'm watching a movie on Netflix called Girl Interrupted.