Roll Call 19

Atypical

Spammer somewhere posted the "iMedication" app but I'm sure the link is a virus so ya not clicking. Apparently there's med apps.

Erti: I miss living in the country so much! I HATE living in very busy, millions of people Dallas, Texas!

move out here lol

I live in Columbus, Ohio so it's not as big as Dallas Texas. I actually prefer the City. Probably because I'm use to it.

Yeah. The atypicals just don't do a thing for me in terms of voices and stuff. The only thing they help me with is the disorganized thinking.

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I'm actually going to move this summer when both my daughters go off to college and my son gets his own apartment. I'd love to live in the country! I forgot the name of the town that you live in Newtus. You'll have to remind me. I'm sorry but I forget things alot.

i live in weston. near mckinney, tx. its north of plano and dallas/.

That's right! I remembered it being north by McKinney but just couldn't remember the name. I'll still have to work over here in Dallas so I wonder about the drive.

According to Google Weston, Texas is an hour away from where I am in Dallas.

Okay well I've got to get up out of this bed and get dressed. Going to eat breakfast at Ihop real soon. I'll talk to y'all later

I took some haldol.

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Ok I'm not sure what's going on but in the last 2 hours I got more cleaning done than I have in the last 2 months...it's like I'm waking up again!

Spring fever?
Its 37 degrees here and I feel like running around outside in shorts because of this heatwave.
Cant though because there is still two foot of snow on the ground...

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Well it was super warm like 40 yesterday but snowing this am so I'm not sure and it's not sunny today either but it might be some sort of build up of sun that finally kicked in...but yeah I feel like running...finally took down the Xmas decorations and put up for Easter...I know it's early but I don't have any st pats ones...

i am feeling a wave of paranoia kick me in the facee

Newtus do they have any apartments out where you live or is it just houses?

I like several people deciding they are going to make it a good day today. I will try to do that too. I am going to make new tug toys for the dogs and have a tug war! And the kitty has a new box, so she is already pretty set.

yea they have apartments. i live in a house though. mckinney has tons of apartments at good prices.

sounds like a good idea gretta!

Well my kids & I had breakfast at Ihop. The one we usually go to was packed so we drove across town to the other one. It was pretty packed too. We waited 15 minutes for a table. It looks like there are a million people out today! I swear Dallas is over populated! I hate how busy everything is!

I'd love to find a small house somewhere. Preferably not too far from work but away from all the millions of people here in Dallas. I want a small town feel.

I hate exercise too!



what are we going to do with you?! Lol I'm glad you decided to take it, but I think that you need to make a list of pros and cons of taking the 4mg so that, if you decide that the tablets are best, every time you think about not taking it you have a list of logical reasons why you should. Maybe write them on a post it note and stick it to the bottle? You have to take the tablets for YOU, not because we nag you. I don't want you to resent us or feel like you can't tell us that you've stopped them if that's what you decide to do.

Sorry Erti! I'd hate for anyone to use my MI against me like that

Yeah I like the secret garden metaphor. This board feels safe, there's no fighting like elsewhere, and I think we are more open minded to others' experiences because we've had unusual beliefs ourselves.

I'm sorry you're seeing the bone birds a lot. Would you feel safe enough to ask your wife if your thoughts are delusional etc? I understand the idea of having different versions of oneself and trying to reconcile them cos I have sick me, family me and professional me, and I struggle with knowing if any of them are actually me

Nice to hear from you Alonewithmycat! IRL I don't really like hugs, though I've taught myself to tolerate hugs with my friends cos they're very huggy people. I prefer it when I can initiate the hug cos then I'm in control. But here I give lots of hugs, because I think of it as a mental hug than a physical hug, sort of to soften what I write to show that I empathise since there is no body language. I'm sorry that your psychologist is frustrated, but that's something they need to get over if you're to work together to overcome this ((mental hug))

Nice to hear from you Justmeandmyhead!

I'm sorry that you're struggling Atypical I hope that the haldol helps and that pdoc will switch you back to that.

I've felt quite frustrated today, getting irritated at tiny things. I helped my parents put up chicken wire against the fence because Max keeps jumping the wall and terrorising Muslim women and we live on a main road. He doesn't like when their faces are covered with the niqab cos he can't see if they're friendly or not. But the other day he barked at this woman and jumped the wall so she ran screaming onto the road and he followed, though stopped barking, and wouldn't come back cos he thought it was a game, and I was scared he'd get run over. Anyway he can't get out now.

Then I went with my parents, sister and dogs for a walk. I wanted to take some photos because it was sunny, though cold, but they wouldn't come out right. I set up a deviantART account yesterday though, and plan to upload some of my stuff to show you guys when it's ready.

** TRIGGER WARNING**
Anyway I came home and found a letter from the dog charity about the dog I sponsor. I haven't been sponsoring him long, but they wrote to say that he was put down. Apparently his anxiety got worse and he was hurting himself and nothing the vet or behaviourist did helped, so they put him to sleep because he was so distressed. Then I thought about how I'd be if I was a dog with my symptoms and would they put me to sleep too, and started crying. Obviously euthanasia is a hugely complicated issue and I don't really want to get into it because I'm quite conflicted about it, but I just wanted to say that it made me feel very sad

*Willow*

your right willow i dont want to not have to not tell you guys if i stopped taking it becuase i wanted to.

Willow