Roll Call 20

Well I'm up. Tried taking less meds. My mouth is really dried up. I hope I can figure out a different med. I added on doxepin but it makes me hungry. I think I've gained back 5lbs. I wish it was easier dealing with all these meds.

I hope u get to feeling better.

Feeling kind of bummed out. Just found out my "friends" went out and stuff on my birthday without even inviting me. Then again maybe I'm just over thinking it but I still feel bummed about it.

Erti this is bad. You are right to be bummed outt. My old not friends ussedd to d ostuggf like this to mmee. Once they went camping and I wass not told or where they went. and they come hometo say "you wouldn't have fun anway." How do they know?

Did they know it was your bday?

Yeah, they wished me happy birthday on Facebook.

its celexa is my AD.

ive been throwing up all day. and in bed from this migraine. sucks.

That's odd. From reading medication information when I looked up my pills it says to never double up on the dose. They said to take it once you remembered the miss dose and if it's close to your next dosage just to take that.

It says take it if you missed it but don't double up for that one...at this point I would just take it tomorrow since you're still sick...

Depends on what is the half life and what the dose is....we're not really talking about doubling it anyway because she threw it up...it's just a question of whether doubling will hurt you so you know just in case she absorbed some. I know her current haldol dose is on the low side as she was taking 5mg pills before and now only 2mg so that would be a max of 4mg in a single dose even if she absorbed it....not going to hurt her....obviously better to consult a pharmacist or pdoc than me but if I were in that situation I would take it....the ADs eh you can get some toxicity with those so I wasn't really sure that why I asked what it was.

Is it possible they thought you had plans or made these plans before knowing it was your bday?

That's what I was thinking which is why I said I'm probably over thinking it. However one of my friends happened to be my ex boyfriend and I know he knows it was my birthday.

Generally the best thing to do to ensure you have bday plans is to do it the "Greek" way and invite people out and pay the tab...or alternatively make sure you take other people out for their bdays...

Maybe next year I'll do that. I haven't went out with friends on my birthday in a long time. Lol... to save up money.

i think im hitting the area between psychotic symptoms and full blown psychhosis.

You know I was wondering about your meds....do you take the night meds more regularly? If so why take the AD in the morning when you tend to forget the morning meds due to that alarm issue?

Yeah, I found more success with taking my AD at night (I normally take my meds at 8pm) than in the mornings because I have irregular sleep patterns and I'm normally up at around 8pm anyways.

yea i do.
so your saying i could take the AD at night?

I always took mine at 9pm because I was usually home and awake then...occasionally though I would be at a movie or something and realize that vibrate does not block an alarm...it actually happened at the end of silver linings playbook which was funny because it was about meds bipolar etc and of course it was a key scene and my med timer goes off. My friend wouldn't let me live it down for a while

pretzel heart

well the paranoia is gone today. T was really worried during our meeting. i felt bad. i texted him and said im sorry. and that i will be safe. he is scared because that guy killed himself not too long ago. i dont want to hurt people. or scare him. he said thank you very much when i told him i promised to be safe. he wanted me to assure him that i was safe and look him in the eye and tell him that i am. so i did. but i was a little upset. because he said i was a risk to the community. i felt defensive. so i didnt say anything to him when i left. but we texted and its okay now. im glad the paranoia is gone. i feel back to normal. i hope it stays like this forever

i just am having more psychotic symptoms and the voices are back. but i think im hitting that area where full blown psychosis starts.

Yeah I don't see any timing restrictions with that one or food or anything you just need to take it the same time each day...that time can be night...you know unless it wakes you up of something bad for sleep.

well id have to take it tomorrow night then right? since i threw it up and wont take it in the morning.?