[agony007]

i should be working right now but i do not have the motivation to. i don't know why i feel this way. my meds were working fine. but it appears that i continue to have these changes in mood and whats worse is that i am begininng to have some of my fears again. i don't want to tell my pdoc because i really want to reduce the frequency of our visits because it is becoming to expensive to see him twice a week. i don't know what to do. i am tired of all the shifts in my moods! i am tired of "feeling" period.

[biplol]

{{{{{{{{{{agony}}}}}}}}}} I know how you feel hon, hang in there

[agony007]

Thank you biplol

[January]

((((((((( Agony ))))))))))

Can you be up front with your pdoc and explain the financial problems? Perhaps he can come up with a solution of weekly visits that still help. I hope you feel better soon.

Hugs,

Jan

[beckyb342]

you really need to see you're doctor.maybe you're meds are wearing off.you do want to go back to work don't you?

[agony007]

Thank you everyone for your responses.

Becky, I didn't feel up to working too much yesterday, but i have not stopped working. I guess the answer to your question would be that i do want to be in better spirits to do my job efficiently. i will talk to my pdoc about my feelings and financial issues on tuesdays, he may need to switch my meds, i think you are definitely right Becky, i don't think my meds are working for me anymore.