Roll Call 27

Very dark. I'm amazed I lived through it all. So much happened being untreated bp.

How's daisy? My kitties are the same. Tiger is trying to eat the plants, silly kitty. and every night midnight tries to hump tiger, lol. Then about sunrise tiger goes nuts and attacks me and midnight. I love em, their so silly, lol.

I'll look up the neurofeedback therapy. Don't think I've heard of it before.

My grandmother was like a mother to me. She passed away and I think in my mind I think of sorta like seeing my grandmother in my mom. I miss my grandmother so much.

**** that rabbit hole of mental health... I see your point.

It's 2am here so she's snoring her head off all stretched out in the very middle of the queen size bed! She acts so human! Lol!

Yeah my mom helped raise my son. I'm so happy I had her help bc I was really unstable. We all miss her so much. She was an amazing woman. My dad died when I was 4 and my mom had some serious mental health issues but she did soooo much. I'm the youngest of eight, so when my dad died there was still 5 at home. Idk how she did it. Always had a home cooked meal every night. Even though we didn't have much, all in all she was a great mother. Worked her *** off at kmart and goodwill. I will always miss her...

No I don't have a therapist. I can't see one because I have no rides to get there every week or two to see one.

No public transportation either?

I'm so sorry cracking that ur family was so abusive.

Thanks for that.

Well where I live the nearest bus stop is two miles down the road with semi trucks going down that road. Very dangerous and the bus doesn't run that much in my area.

Oh gee! That sucks not being able to have a ride when you need one. I'm so sorry!

I know it's hard. The closest bus to me is about a mile away. I can't walk it bc of my back. Do you have any family that could maybe take u?

Also here we have a program for ppl that are far from buses. They pick u up in a van. Do u have anything like that?

Nope. Just mom and my stepdad and they both work long hours so asking them to drive me anywhere is a hassle.

None that I'm aware of. I can look it up.

Both of you must live in the country. I wish I lived in the country. I hate living in the busy, loud city!

I live in the suburbs of Columbus. With all the cookie cutter houses. I'd rather live in the city.

I live in the city but we don't have good public transportation here. I am on the outskirts. It's nice, my apartment overlooks a pond. It's really nice in the evening. Right now I can hear a duck quaking away. One night my son and I saw a huge bird come down and get a fish, it was so cool! Theres a blue herring that hangs out here, but the poor guy is always getting harassed by these black birds. My sister said its bc the black birds don't want him getting to their nests. It's pretty cool to watch the birds. I just get paranoid and don't go out on my balcony like I could.

I wonder what that ducks upset about...he's just quacking like crazy, lol. It's so funny, my cat tiger gets scared of the birds, lol. They have a nest right in front of my balcony and they swoop down. It sucks bc I have to keep poor midnight locked in my room at night. There coyotes around here and he jumps off the balcony. He's itching to come out. I hate that I can't let him out, but I'd miss him so much. He's 11 now.

I just finished drawing that picture ^

Whoa cool! Ur an excellent artist.

Thank you I love drawing when I am feeling depressed or paranoid it always makes me feel better.

It's so detailed, really cool.

Right on! I wish I had that skill. U should be proud.