Roll Call 33

atypical_disaster

I miss my elton john counselor. Shame I can't go to counseling.

should i tell my therapist i found her fb? or should keep it to myself/secret? i think i shouldnt say anything but part of me wants to

I don't think it matters either way---it's really common for people to google each other etc. for all you know she's found your facebook too

hahahaha omg i hope not. how embarassing if she did!!! at least my profile photo looks cool

lol my facebook is private so the only thing people will probably see is a picture of me and possibly some information that the stalker person already knows.

my FB is private too. i have chose to leave out where i live and lots other stuff. i wont even put in movies i like on the questionaire.

You're more careful than I am. I have random favorites on mine. I don't have my address or phone number on it though.

my dad wants me to drive but im buzzed. should i still drive?

ehmm... *cough*.. *cough*... wait for it..

wait for it..

HELL NO.

Although I would..

I wouldn't chance it.

youre communicating with the most schizophrenic person you know

You're not the most "schizophrenic" person I know. Met quite a few people at hospitals that are more far off than you. Not to say your symptoms aren't severe but I think you have potential of a well stable life.

i was commenting on something zehr said about me in last roll call on the first page.

i have met people more off than me too.

of course theres more off people than me but how many can live as off as me? u know.

i dont know why i try to be friends with people. i want to leave society and live in the woods by myself.

You're young and you have all the time in the world. There's going to be set backs. Take it one day at a time. It's not easy. Life isn't easy but I think you have the strength to conquer your illness. Make goals. Reward yourself when achieving those goals.

Good people are hard to come by.

Well school was okay. They sent a transmission to my brain today and I don't know what to make of it. I met somebody who feels the same as me about the public schools brainwashing and conditioning us. He provided a lot of evidence to support our claims. When I got home there was alot of mind control gas in the street. Idk how they put so much there.

Why can't I see myself living very long. I can't see myself living past 25. I can't imagine being an adult I just see myself ending up dead.

I used to think I wanted to be in infectious disease, work for the CDC and die a heroic death fighting ebola----um yeah they can keep the ebola now and forever----some of these things you grow out of as time passes. I wouldn't worry too much unless you plan on acting on it....

The Cheesecake Factory® OREO® Dream Extreme Cheesecake

This will solve everything or cause a heart attack---either way right?

That sounds like an awful way to go to me. That's the thing I don't plan on acting on it but I still see myself dying through suicide

I see myself dying soon too, be it from suicide or undiagnosed cancer or something. Darn death force...