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The resident was originally talking ambulatory EEG and MRI but the attending guy was talking let's do the cheapest first which I think is fine.....he said if it came back weird we would do an MRI....he seemed most interested in the knocking but thought it should be identical.... Here is the thing.....pdoc may be leaning bipolar and you can use anticonvulsants for that as well....it may not matter what I have formally if I still can take the meds. Basically I was ready to just trust the guy and say....if this is a waste of time let's not do it but then he was all I think we'll get it done to put everyone at ease etc etc. I'm fine with that. You have to understand I can read about these things and recreate them for some reason with my hallucinations....it's all a game somehow for whatever part of me is sick like diagnostic challenge...last time I thought I was diabetic and bought ketone test strips....consciously I had no idea they even existed but the voices told me to go to the pharmacy and get some.....some part of my brain recalls this stuff and then incorporates it into my psychosis....it's like I told him the only reason I'm getting this worked up was the original psych thought it might be....ie an actual doctor said it might be the case instead of my own mind.
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#852
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Morning!
So, I had a first today... I came back in the house & heard a fly buzzing, which I spotted then I went in another room & could still hear it buzzing. I put my fingers in my ears and could STILL hear it buzzing. Has anyone else had a persistence of some sound or another after it has stopped? It only lasted a couple of minutes but it's not something that has happened before for me.
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#853
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Well barely any sleep. Feel very drugged up from the seroquel. Psych nurse is out til Monday. Nobody else can prescribe meds. Mood is all over the place. She forgot 2 meds. This is no life, no life at all. I won't go to the bad hospital, I won't go...
Oh and can't take anything else for sleep bc my sister took them. I don't feel I can post what I'm feeling on here bc I think then some of you start thinking it too. I'm going from crying to hostility to remorse blah, blah. I guess I just need to accept I'm gonna be 300lbs. And psychotic....So fun. Last edited by Anonymous100205; Sep 05, 2014 at 05:04 AM. |
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#854
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#856
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Well I slept a little more. It wasn't deep sleep though at all. Maybe an hour. I feel very drugged...
All of this sucks... And I love this kitten, I want this kitten but I shouldn't have gotten him until I was sleeping regularly and had stabilized. He has to be right next to me at night under the blanket. He's so small, I worry about hurting him. I need to figure something else at night. Last edited by Anonymous100205; Sep 05, 2014 at 08:47 AM. |
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#857
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hey everyone i didnt sleep AT ALL. ugh this sucks.
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#858
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Sorry for you guys having trouble sleeping hopefully it gets resolved....
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#859
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Also at least before when I wasn't sleeping I still had energy, now I just feel completely empty and unmotivated I hate seroquel... |
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#860
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Saw old pdoc on the bus he's definitely not working here---I don't think he's going to either----apparently he's just doing classes and the seminar they have here so he's here some of the time---I'm not sure that what I saw wasn't a visual hallucination-----the odds are kind of off plus I like to change peoples outfits with my visuals and a white coat with insignia isn't so hard. There was also something about the way he was gesturing that was not normal for him.....great.....just great....
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No she's out until Monday. She's always out on Fridays. Nobody else can prescribe. I have to wait until Monday, hmm, don't you think I've thought about that already? So she messed up 2 meds and nothing will be resolved until maybe Monday, if her nurse gets back to me. I don't even talk to her we go through her nurse. Nobody else can mess with my meds there. And I probably won't be able to get it all figured out until the 16th. The next time I see her. She doesn't give new meds over the phone u have to go in.
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#863
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No the ONLY WAY FOR A MED CHANGE IS TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL!!! The pharmacists can't do a thing. The on call therapist can try and get a hold of the "supposedly" on call pdoc but they've never been able to. I don't think they have one but are supposed to but can't afford it or something. So read the caps above. That's my only option.... |
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And the hospital isn't gonna wanna mess with my meds. They will just give me a zyprexa and send me on my way. That's after going through 6 different ppl first though. She should have tried to get me in the good hospital yesterday is what should have happened....
I'm extremely irritable, sorry for being rude. |
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Well I'm still on my CTO.
I have quit seeing the CMHT - so hopefully the CTO won't matter now.
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idk what to do today.
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I feel like curling into a ball and lying under my desk for a while----really sleepy and I have a small pillow here.
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#870
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do it!!!!!!! im laying on my bed curled up
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I just put the pillow on my desk and rested my head a bit...I don't want someone to walk in and find me hiding under my desk----if the secretary across were gone I'd totally do it and turn off the light too
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#872
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stupid freaking christmas songs stuck in my head
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#873
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swap it out with something else like oh great now I'm singing Christmas songs in my head---thanks
![]() You know Chicago actually has it's own Christmas song----its called Christmas in Chicago----its about they way the city changes at Xmas time its kind of nice... http://www.garyfrymusic.com/christmas-in-chicago.html
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Going to get a firearm certificate from the police next week.
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this is such a bad idea
youre getting really bad ideas kureha this is getting out of hand
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