Roll Call 36

What is the reason for putting a microchip in your head?

im an activist and perps actively gangstalk me and have for years now. like kureha kinda. kinda. i also am not for police and believe the police and community and cities around me are in on it. ive been in trouble with the police before. not for anything illegal. also they wanna get me for wanting to work with alex jones and infowars in the spread of information warfare and more

work went ok. nothing bad happened. it was really busy. i made it thru it. i feel good. im gonna be ok.

do you have set days off or just random days off?

random. my schedule is diff every week

Bleh...hallucinating again darn it....at least it's music...this time indian.....Also the knocking is back.....

I think my therapy homework might actually be messing me up by causing more stress. It's hard because it beneficial but I think I need to take it less seriously.....

That's good.

What was the outcome of the appointment bar what you said below that?

It was only a waste of time because they wanted me to be seen by the psychiatrist I was appointed for my anxiety related issues at the start of the summer. They had asked if I thought it was partly due a return of my psychotic symptoms but I said no then.

I'm not convinced the CPN knew my situation completely but it doesn't matter. I can discuss things fully when my next appointment comes.

I did feel that I may have given some answers that weren't really accurate. I have trouble thinking these things through & I just answer with whatever pops into my head... I was probably steered by his the depression side of things which I don't think are an issue.

Thanks! A day early though!

I'd not really considered this too much when I thought I had a bug in my ear... I just thought that the technology existed but was no widely known about. Governments don't tell us about these advancements because it would cause widespread panic.

Ive awakened early for no reason. I just completed "Working With Voices II Victim to Victor" I highly recommend it. Its a workbook for all types of voice hearers. Can be ordered through Amazon. Really cool way of looking at voices.

That sound like an awesome book....thanks...

Hi Sometimes how are you?

cuz you know im all about that bass bout that bass no treble.

newtus watched the x factor last night haha

no i didnt?...i dont watch tv...maybe the news thats it

oh haha a girl sang that here in teh uk on a tv show last night. i was thinking, how did newtus see that, you're in the usa right? is that song popular there right now?

yea it is. its alright. my sister likes popular songs and she sings them and they get stuck in my head.

someone took a picture of me today and posted it on facebook and i am still overweight. ugh. im trying to avoid pictures til i get skinnier.

i watched the video of it now. the girl here did a better job lol.

I hate the X-Factor... much prefer The Voice.

In other news, X-Factor lost in the ratings to Strictly Come Dancing last night...

You can remove the tag on the picture if it bothers you so it won't show up in photos of you section on your page.

thanks lawscot. it said if i wanted to add the picture to my timeline and i just ignored it

i havent watched x factor in years and then this year i gave it a go again. it isnt bad

Hi I'm ok....went to the grocery store this morning.....almost forgot tomatoes for my salsa that would have been bad....

Was trying to figure out why my hallucinations are so disconnected from my reality right now....they arent tormenting me or anything then a woman screamed but I was just like meh they just aren't scary for some reason and I wish I knew why so I could keep them that way....the hallucination aspect has never been super mean or anything but it's always been loud and I get startled but that isn't happening it's just registering as sound now. I mean it's good except it's hard to tell I'm hallucinating.

This kitten is beyond adorable and my cat tiger is playing with him. My cat midnight doesn't know what to do with him, lol.

I slept on my stomach. I've been off the zyprexa for 4 days now. I'm eating a lot less. I think that's what has helped.

How is everyone today?

my mom and sister are going to california for 9 days. my dad will be working everyday so ill be alone everyday. kinda sucks.

You seem to really like to cook. I do too, just hate the mess afterwards.

Sorry your having problems again. Hopefully with the meds it can get sorted out.

What all are u making tonight?

Well you'll have us.