Roll Call 42

He's a sweetheart and has beautiful eyes. I can see it turning into a more serious thing. I got a bit gitty when I read it. I have to do something for him for Christmas. Any ideas? I'm thinking about drawing him something or making him fudge since that's all I've been making this past weekend lol.

I had a great day/evening. I celebrate Yule so I had friends over and we all had a blast.

Either one of those sound good. I love that new feeling....But I usually jump way in way too fast. It's good that you're taking your time. I'm excited for you.

my paranoia increases to maximum level during holiday times it may be all the people or all the stuff going on that usually doesnt happen...

I'm feeling really feverish. I think it might be the metformin...

My sleep habits are killing me as it was awake for 2 nights all night long but slept in the day today to catch up and now I'm can't sleep again

Welldone!

Have you been using NRT products or just pure willpower?

I managed 3 days without cigarettes but had 3 yesterday morning. I managed the rest of the day without again. Making progress using my patches & mouth spray



I'm a little nervous of this myself... been coping ok with just my parents but now my sister, husband, niece & nephew are coming... will be far from quiet. Had little paranoia since I increased dose of meds but not sure what will happen over the holidays.

Sure it'll be ok though, the worrying what will happen is probably the worst part!

Thank you Jolisse! It's awful isn't it? I've tried everything but nothing seems to be much help. I need real pain pills and until or unless I get to a decent doctor that's not going to happen.

Loial, you and newtus are putting me to shame with your successes. Excellent, the both of you, and I hope you are both quit forever and live long healthy lives.

I really need to get some better vapor stuff. That's the only thing I can imagine helping me to quit. I lie awake feeling like I'm dying.

ive been using ecigs so i guess nicotine replacement stuff. but slowly ill go down to 0mg of nicotine in my ecig

It's worth it to find a doctor who understands your pain. I know the city and there are some awesome doctors around.

That's good. Do you have one? I think there are shots for this too but I have no one to take me. Before I moved to this town I did have some decent doctors but that all changed when I moved. I wish so much I hadn't moved.

Good morning roll call!

How's everyone doing?

Hi Atypical. I'm morose but I just had a mini walk so I'm glad of that. How are you?

Are you on medicare or medicaid? There are services that will pick you up and take you to the doctor. I think you should look into the resources that are available to you.
You may qualify for medical transportation.

I'm doing okay I think. I never really know, lol.

lol, same

I've made my dad some chocolate malteser slice went to uni and got a few books out. Been an okay day today.

Well I'm finally done wrapping presents and everything, what fun! Of course my cats thought it'd be great fun to get in my way the whole time, lol.

did some classwork this morning by walking a mile. ugh

Well done for getting it done!
Do your cats like the wrapping paper?

3 days til christmas (not counting today).

Yes they loooove it, hahahaha. I just let them play in the leftover wrapping paper when I was done. I would have let them play longer but one of them of course tried to eat it. Cats... lol.

That's actually a great idea, thanks!

I looked after my little sister while my mum and her boyfriend went looking for a house. Then I went shopping for my grandparents. After that I went to the pet shop to buy some dog food, on my way home from there I stopped in at a charity shop and bought an owl plushie, then I went into the card shop and bought my dad a Christmas present. All in all I've had a very productive day. Even though I was followed I'm trying my hardest to stay in the Christmas spirit.