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I'm sorry that happened to you, maybe you can make new friends.

In high school I got in trouble for having friends my parents didn't like. I saw them at school anyway. They couldn't stop that.
I hope it works out OK.

Bean - that sucks, I have a really good friend that I met in hospital, I'd hate it if I couldn't talk to her.

It's been a long time since I was like this during my last period of psychosis but I had an identical issue then... it's not nice.

Ughh just got an email and a phone call from my pdoc checking up on me. Apparently while in an ambien trance I emailed him a suicide note that was barely legible. This was the other night when I od'd. That's just embarrassing on my part. Though it was nice of them to be concerned it was hard to explain what happened and how I'm actually doing fine. Now I'm afraid they're going to stop the Chlorpromazine and leave me on the depot as I clearly cannot be trusted with pills. The chlorpromazine has really been working and I think that's evident, even when I post on here. I'm not delusional as much and recognize my delusions from the past two years.

Can you explain you were on ambian? It is pretty common to do strange stuff when on ambien. It makes the news here where I live every few months.

Our puppy has been taking up most of the past few days. She's so sweet. She's settling into her new home well.

I really wanted to start a psych central blog. I've been thinking about doing that for a while. To share what I've learned and how I get by, etc. But, every time I try it takes me to this page telling me I have to be a member in good standing, and there's a "log in" button but it won't let me log in. This makes me think I must not be in good standing with PC for some reason.

I want to contact a moderator about it but I don't know who is a moderator or how to contact them.

You can try "the well" in green in the moderators or put it Into the community feedback and technical issues section.

On the bus so bored.. 6 hours

Faerie, I PMed you. Hopefully that helps you create your blog.
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Thanks for the info. Now I feel nervous about doing it. Haha....

Your blog will be awesome

ugggg so tried but can sleep or else would be able to tonight

Yeah I just apologised and told them about taking the ambien and that I didn't remember. Just embarrassing, I've been doing so well.

im sure theyve seen it all before chicken and know that you are doing much better on the whole.

Bean, I've been having insomnia, too. I hate it.

Chicken, at least you can know that therapists and doctors probably see this stuff often so it will be okay. Just keep doing what you've been doing.

It's freezing here and we got a whole bunch of snow...I thought this winter was gonna be a warm one.

I'm so cold....

i hate snow and the cold i olny like my white winters but we didnt have one this year

The coming weather scares me. I hate the cold too.

Yeah, I don't care for winters much. And it's freezing....

Man there has been some kind of construction going on all day....it's driving me nuts because that's what my knocking sounds like and I can't tell if it's real or not....I tried recording it but it's faint at best....

Yes, when there are noises that sound like "the man" it drives me nuts because I don't know if it's real or not anymore - but not saying it's like that with the construction! There's always construction going on. Used to drive me nuts in the city too.

It finally stopped... I'm hoping it was real and quitting time.

One of my meds makes me rage like the hulk. It started at 12pm. Well, it's 7pm now and I'm still pissed off. These meds piss me off, literally lol fml