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omg now im watching Disconnect. its like Men Women & Children. same kind of plot. Disconnect is a lot more scary and depressing tho :/

My mom finally got my concerta.. I don't see the point now that I'm almost out of withdrawal but just two pills so 72mg then I'll clean my room, take as prescribed and live my life. Let's just hope my psychiatrist believes me..

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What's it about? Is it over?

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I hope you can stick to it.

I couldn't sleep but feel so tired...

My son, since he's at work and he works at a grocery store said he'll pick up some groceries for us. But now that it's snowing so much I bet he won't want to. I told him I'd pay for a cab for him but he's like, no! I have to remind him that for 19 yrs I've been doing all our grocery shopping. I've carried tons of groceries in the snow. I'll just have to wait and see if he'll do it...

this is what disconnect is about: The film explores how people experience the negative sides of modern communication technology by following three interconnecting stories.

Oh, it sounds good! What station is it on?

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im actually watching it on xbox video. idk if its available on amazon or hulu. but its not on netflix. it came out in 2012

Have any of you seen the conjuring?

you know...after seeing these kind of films on internet connectivity and making friends online and how the characters portray the internet as a place to let out your sorrow (in general...whether your bored or on there quite a bit or even if your someone like...me...whose lonely) i realized how horrifyingly true these movies are. everything from the cyberbullying to people committing suicide or seeing facebook as a way to vent or make your popularity known or the realities of porn or underage kids on social media or WHATEVER...

...its just all so true...these movies...i just cant believe how true it is. ive very closely lived almost all of those storylines in all these movies ive seen. about 99% of those storylines. i know ill end up living them all. ive also almost come close to committing sui myself over whats been said to me over the internet...wow really close :/

it just hits so close to home

Art imitates life (and life imitates art).

yea i always think about that phrase.

i always think of that phrase in terms of what came first? the chicken or the egg. you know? what came first? art imitating life or life imitating art.

Good question.

i dont think i have.
ive seen a lot of films but i usually watch films that either resemble my life or are real close.

i could watch stuff like what i just watched about life on the internet or even something like...well i saw Selma. which is not like my life but its real close. all these race headlines going on...thats apart of me.

and then of course films with mental illness.

lol im definitely a film connoisseur. like one description i read of that -i find A LOT of underground and obscure films that have to do with tons of issues. i know so many...so many films about schizophrenia and different mental illnesses. even one thats about schizoaffective.

idk i just could go on and on about that.
i used to have my heart set on being a filmmaker when i was growing up. first an actor and then i decided a director or something like that.

i have to be honest though...i reallllly dont like animated movies except for the lion king.

Did you go to the theater to see Selma?

Well my son is barely getting anything. Says he's in a bad mood. Ugh...we're so out of
food...

I like to see films I relate to, but also what others are going through as well. Learn to have compassion for many different ppl.

I like the Ice Age movies. You do find a lot of interesting films on sz. It would be interesting to have a list.

I wish I didn't feel so paranoid going out...

Does anyone have any advice on how to rev myself up to get out? I just feel paranoid...

yea i went to the theatre to see selma.

and this effing old lady kept saying "shh" the whole time to everyone that made a tiny little noise. and then she kept making these comments during the film like "omg" or "oh no" and then as soon as someone gets up and their chair squeaks shes like "SHHHHH". im like wtf? for real?

i actually made a thread a long time ago about all the films i could find about schiz and its probably buried. i suppose ill make another.

See u get out.

So u guys are just gonna ignore my ? About ways to get out when paranoid?

i didnt even see that post.

i mean I definitely get out. i get out 1-2 times a week. thats it. my dads off two days a week. thats mostly when i leave.

i went to see the movie with my dad. i guess you didnt know that.

Yeah, I didn't know that. I'm really, really irritable right now. I'm super tired and super hungry. We don't have milk, bread, butter nothing. We're going to get pizza which I can't f$cking afford...Ugh.

Your son should help more. :/

I know, I'm seriously getting completely fed up with him....