Roll Call 48

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i dress like this and shaved my head twice and had a red hawk and a blue hawk once.

lol i seriously thought thats what we were gonna see

I applaud anyone that can wear a Mohawk. I like blue, that must have been awesome.

That could be something that my doctor could think about going into. Grooming, but specializing in the dog-hawk.

mannn ive been a rebel. but not forever. not til i got i got into 8th grade and got sick of the bullying. i went through a gothic and and emo phase. wasnt sure who i was. and then found myself with the punks all through high school. after high school i quit hanging out with those people that called themselves punks not because because they were "posers" but because they just werent true to themselves.

hipsters branch out from punks and hippies and all sort.
being in that subculture is how i learned about activism.

It's always interesting the steps we go through in life. Activism is the natural outpouring of working against injustice, it would be great if everyone had a bit of activist in them.

dont get me wrong. i hung AROUND those people. i talked to them a few times. but i was still a loner. no one hung out with me. like i literally hung AROUND them. whenever they would group together id be at the back and no one noticed i was even there. dumbFs. no one cared. yet i know people were jealous of me. you may think im being bigheaded. but im not. because people copied my fashion style. yet no one would talk me. mthrfkers.

i think i was one of the very few that actually did any activism after high school too. (according to gossip i could get involuntarily). there was one guy who was punk. very popular. very rich. perfectly styled mohawk. perfectly styled clothes. he tried hard to look poor too. because that was his style. he went on to go to an art school in new york i heard. he partied hard.

What a goofy looking dog!

It would be insightful to see where they are now. Its a shame people aren't more passionate about meaningful things. I know what you mean about hanging around. That sounds like me ever since, well always.

lol, yah, that's Spudgy. He's owned by the folks that do a YouTube channel called Eat Your Kimchee. It's all about Korean culture.

That's cool. I'll look that channel up. I'm interested in Korean and Japanese culture.

Sweet, it's hilarious.

@ chicken, thanks you're so right. I just want to get high and pass out.

I also talked to another friend on Skype and one said that I need to cooperate and then I said no I need to cooperate but then he he said that the nurses, etc and I need to cooperate together and that makes the most sense.

So it's going to be ****** for a whole but it'll get better..

I slept the whole day and night even though they gave me 54mg I
Concerta in the morning and 18mg at noon.

I just feel so tired I'm goin back to bed to the night. I didn't eat lunch or dinner I'm just not hungry...

im scared to take my nighttime meds because i barely ate today and i still feel nauseated. i am afriad they will make me feel extra dizzy and the ambien may induce vomiting. it has before. but i cant really eat because i feel too sick from being sick to my stomach all day.

i took them already :/
i wont get sleep without them tho :/

im starting to feel paranoid or maybe a delusion comin on. im not sure but im getting scared

im wondering if i have a whole in my stomach or something wrong with my body. im getting scared

my medicine isnt working and it works every night without fail. i wonder if what i ate this morning put a hole through my stomach or my body and thats why im in so much pain

if my meds dont work that means i wont be able to sleep and i wont be able to be less anxious

is god punishing me? or satan?

That must be very distressing. I hope your stomach starts feeling better. If you have any chicken soup, it can sometimes help.

I feel so dumb when it comes to medications. But I hope you feel better soon so we can have more fun discussions.

Hi rollcall, anybody kicking early today?

Good morning folks

Hi Door how are you?

I'm doing well so far. Thank you. I'm about to start the day of never ending tacos. Hope you're having a good day.

Wish i had a day of never ending tacos! Youve hit the ground running in rollcall, how do you like it?

Hey Neil! Hope everyone's well. Starting the day a little later, got up around 5.

Hi Angelique. I guess getting up at five is more manageable but when that happens to me i know my day is going to be weird. For me even being up at 7 is too early as the day just seems to drag. I much prefer to sleep till 10ish so that i can watch late night TV! When people ask me what i miss about the US I often say the TV shows. Late Night with David Letterman and Saturday Night Live were such a part of my routine in the states...