Roll Call 49

Where did they get the chicken? I'm not sure, I'll have to ask.

The chickens...

hHaha thats cute!!!

I might as well get the max dose paliperidone injection..

I'm really giving up

I was so revved up another schizophrenic. Btw I really hate labels because people generalize. Anyways, he's rich an has two lawyers stuff like that and will try to sue the hospital. He's going to win because the staff did **** up so many times. Something about them thinking that the patients won't look up their legal rights and it's getting serious this is a big hospital so..

My mom and sister came to see me from 4 hours away. That was nice.

I get severe dry mouth from the Invega and those other symptoms. I never knew the dry mouth side effect could be that bad.

I just want to try Abilify again but I'll give this a few weeks or a shot worth. Idk if I'll know because I'm not very symptomatic right now.

My brain is twisted in a way where I was talking with my step dad and he said I'm safe in this hospital then said to ignore people but then I said that I can't because they could stab me in the hospital. Some of the things I don't remember. Apparently I was in a complete psychotic state. They told me things that I said and did and I don't remember a thing. I was hearing voices too I think from wha my mom said.

Almost in a coma because I wanted to relax a little then probably attempted in that state by overdosing and not remembering idk though I think it's unlikely because I overdosed on concerta which they left in my room. My mom said she would sue them unless I get proper treatment. That's why I'm here. To get proper treatment..-.- ****..

That's the scary thing about psychosis to me, when I'm fully in it I don't truly realize that I'm sick or what's going on. Hope you get good treatment.

Take care everyone have a good night/day imma sleep ..

I'm going to keep taking this paliperidone stuff..

I usually never remember my pain such as previous psychotic episodes. It doesn't register in my mind so I stop taking the meds because as far as I'd be concerned, I'm fine was and always will be ok

That's my theory behind that

invega gives me dry mouth too

I'm thinking akathisia. I took a Cogentin. It may take up to 2-3 days for it to take effect. ::Crosses fingers::

Edit: Cogentin took effect. Symptoms are gone. Yay!

I'm really happy that they cleared up for you

Same here, I'm thinking of trying Biotene mouth wash/spray. it's supposed to help with having a dry mouth

Up at 4 am. Not sure why lol. So I took a nice long bath and down a bottle of water.

everyones prob up early or sleepin late.

because we had to move our clocks forward 1 hour

its like an apocalypse happened in here.

Good morning

Took the Invega with a cogentin. I'll probably need a bit more cogentin if I get akathesia bad again.

mornig tweaky.

Really pissed off, beautiful day here and had a trip planned with my boyfriend. We where going to go for a nice long drive on our motorbikes. Mine wouldn't start, tried everything to get it going before the battery died from trying to start it. Nothing worked. Only got the fecking thing back from the garage after paying €450 quid, for what I don't know. They clearly didn't fix it. This is totally a first world problem right here, but I was really wanting to head out today, now I'm stuck at home bored out of my tree. At least I have you guys to keep me company! Entertain me peoples! ENTERTAIN MEEEEE!

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hey chickenfoot! how are you?

chicken that is so rubbish of the garage. what were they supposed to fix? Whatever it was if it doesnt start they should have fixed it or at least asked you if it was OK to do some more work. 450 is a heck of alot of money to spend fixing a motorbike most people would consider just getting a new bike! Is there a choice of garages where you live?

Our weather yesterday was the best of the year so far, it was quite nice. Glad youre getting a share of it today

And transport problems are not "first world problems" they are fundamental to what we do, you have every right to be pissed off.

I'm not too bad newtus, just a little pi__ed off with my hape o' crap motorbike. How are you keeping today? How are the chicks?

The bike only seems to start randomly on the button. Usually when it doesn't start on the button I can push start it but this wasn't even ticking over at all when I was letting the clutch out. Then the battery started to die a bit so I had to stop, my dad is home later so he's going to have a look at it. They said in the garage that it could be the carbs and that they'd take the tank off, clean the carbs and make sure there's no dirt in the engine. I didn't really get a chance to talk to them when I was collecting it so I'm not really sure if they even did that. They're pretty good out there though so I'd say if I bring it back they won't charge me, they better fecking not anyway!

I considered it a first world problem because I don't really have anywhere to be, I just wanted a nice drive on a sunny day! Though you're right, I am allowed to be pissed off!

How are you today neil? Yesterday was rubbish here, just getting the tail end of the british summer I'd say now.

ive tried the mouth spray. it works alright

@chickenfoot

i could be better. i honestly dont want to be home alone today. ive been alone for almost a week now. the chicks are fine. they woke me up real early

Hi everybody! Im arite chicken, im riding a little manic phase atm. its quite nice especially after a couple weeks of not feeling myself. was even better yesterday with nice weather. Spring is on the way!

450 is enough to rebuild a bike engine! i might catch some flak for saying this but I learned a long time ago that it was best if I took my girlfriends' cars in for repair because if they did it the bills would just be ridiculously high. Did your bf go with you to the garage? did they give you an itemized bill?

That's pretty dirt alright. Does your dad get much time off? I thought you'd have more company on the weekends but it doesn't seem like it. Do you have the chicks in your room? I'd say the noise is something else!

yea i got the chicks in my room. just til the middle of the week when i can get help with setting up their home outside. but even when its done they are still a bit small to be outside. idk. im gonna have to do some googling. yea they arent that noisy but at night it can get noisy. they are small so they just make tiny chirps. when they get bigger the noise will be much louder.

my dad doesnt get much time off. lately hes been getting 1-2 days off a week. but its not on weekends at all. sometimes they have him working 10 days straight before he gets time off. that sucks. he works from 11 til 9. actually from 12 to 8 but he has to travel to and from work obviously so i dont see him between 11 am til 9 pm. it sucks being alone all day for so many days in a row. i just wish i had more people in real life to talk to or spend time with. im just a loner that spends time with my dad and sometimes my mom. my parents basically. it sucks but its also embarrassing. im almost 25. ive tried talking to extended family. they just ignore me. so its not like i havent tried.

Phases like that can be fun! I find I get so much housework and studying done when I'm like that. I also annoy the hell out of my boyfriend when I'm super hyper and it's hilarious, though he woke me up when I was all hungover bouncing on the bed this morning singing, so he deserves it. I'm glad you're doing better, spring time means only one thing... it's nearly summer time

I wish I could build an engine for €450, that'd be awesome! My dad knows these guys quite well so I doubt they'd rip me off, though I never got an itemized bill or anything so I have no idea what they did. You're right about the female thing though, I always get my boyfriend or my dad to handle stuff like this. My dad reckons there's just a weird way of starting it ''like all machines'' and I'm not doing it properly. Like there's probably a certain way to choke it when starting and stuff like that.

At least the chicks are giving you something to do and you can get outside in the garden to do some work and that. That's quite positive. That sucks about your dads work hours though, they are long *** hours. It'd be better I'd say for him to work earlier hours then you could spend the evening with him but sure he's probably gone when you get up and back when you're going to bed.

Do you guys have any holidays planned or plans for the summer? Any conventions coming up or anything?