Roll Call 49

That sounds terrible. I used to have dreams similar to that, it took me about 3 days to recover from the first one.

my eyes are puffy from yesterday...
im still paranoid in general.
this person scammed me and resorted to calling me names through the messages function this morning already.
idk what to really do about my psychiatrist.

i dont want to be home alone today but i have nowhere to go.

i think i might have a cold. this came out of nowhere.

Going to go to the other dimension park tonight when it's dark and see what happens. There will probably be a sign for me. Might bring a knife in case they send someone after me. It's not safe

Hate when that happens, happened to me just a few weeks ago and the cough is still hanging around.

Sorry youv got s lot going on atm newtus. Hope you feel better soon

Glad your feeling better today falcon. Good luck with your exams

Thank you, not too worried about it but I always tend to freak out when I actually get in the test room.

xd I'm going off the abilify but I'm going to ask my pdoc to not discontinue it. I gave the Invega a chance to give me side effects and I just felt a bit groggy. Maybe he's putting me on the highest dose idk

My mind is blank right now. I don't think I can accurately answer their questions in this fog.

My goal is to get an abilify side effect tolerance, injection. Then be stable enough to get off the zyprexa prn and possibly the seroquel. Both injections of the abilify or in Invega should allow me to be stable without an extra antipsychotic .. Or three..

thank you JustMe. i appreciate any positive energy i get.

going to the country store and pick up some baby chicks. if they still have them.

Baby chicks are so cute.

I did it! I know what my final grades are in my two college classes are. An A in one and in the other either a very high B or an A depending on the last assignments, now I have a week off to relax before my next 2 classes start. Feeling really proud, have my first 6 credits

That's fantastic blue bird!

We will need pics

thats awesome!!!

lol i will. i hope they still have some between the time ive called them and going to the store.

Had a stress management group in a small room with a teacher and one other guy.

I could barely talk properly because of the antipsychotics I think. My head couldn't keep up with my talking and I talk faster than I normally do and every single time, I mess up mid sentence but they were patient..

got them!!! pictures soon!

That's deadly newtus! Always wanted chicks but it's impossible to have them here without a good pen, damn foxes! Can't wait to see your pics!

yea theres coyotes here. but we had like a 8-10 ft high pen.

that one on the left keeps crying and the others are just looking at it.

this is only a temporary box for them til i can set up the whole pen within a week.

Met with my T today. She gave me 90 minutes instead of an hour because she didn't have an 11 o'clock appt. Opened up to her a bit after she assured me again that she wasn't working for the feds. I told her about my loud head but I don't think she understood what I meant.

I'm watching Gilmore Girls. I love this show

Those chicks are so cute. two summers ago they had baby ducks on a little pound where i was staying and every night a fox would sneak in and try to get them. Luckily there was an island in the pond but the fox still got one....