Roll Call 49

one of the chicks fell asleep with its face in the food

my T is so silly

he makes me laugh

im gonna get in bed w/ my computer.

dont know if ill be up for the chat tonight. just not sure right now

ive done that. as an adult. #thanksseroquel

haha and how i fell asleep and woke up with a ball of chocolate in my hair and a chocolate eyebrow.

I went to sleep to get rid of the symptoms (I always sleep after a few minutes and when I'm not tired it takes like 10 minutes most times) and it didn't work.

:hugz: Newtus

Keep the fire going. Don't burnout you've gotten far ^^

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Oh oh oh oh, I'm so cold, cold as the cold wind blows, when it's 20 below. Ask me why man I don't know know know know I'll be like this until my dying days so so so so

thanks tweaky

im seeing spiders everywhere and animals and ghosts. idk why...

So the chat is in 1.5 hours?

I'm not doing too well. I'm extremely depressed, so much that face appears like it's in pain, and it makes me breathe deep. If the Lamictal was going to help this depression it would have by now I think. I could be wrong. I want my evenings back. However, I just don't think it's possible. My therapist and I may need to do a crash course on CBT in regards to depression. I'm not having as much SI but...

yes if you live on the east coast of the country. i know you live in canada but i think your correct

sorry to hear Ody.
are you gonna change meds?

Correct!

i hear a helicopter
raises my suspicions

I hope I don't gain like 60-80 pounds on Invega and Seroquel.

i feel dumb now. dont listen to me.

i gained 80 pounds on seroquel

If you didn't get suspicious then that would be different

im very suspicious of helicopters spying on me. and planes. i had a plane a couple of years ago that divebombed my house and tried to interrogate me through its flying and its flying techniques. it literally interrogated me. i had to hide in the woods for it not to see me. it kept flying back and forth.

im taking my meds now i cant wait any longer. i need sleep.

I have gained 50lbs since starting Invega Sustenna, but my diet also hasn't been great until recently

I gained 40 pounds on zyprexa. Lost 40 pounds thanks to metformin. Lol still pretty overweight but not as bad as before.

Almost forgot about the chat tonight, thirty minutes I think.

SZ/SZA chatroom has begun a few minutes early!! Come on in!

ugh my computer messed up. my internet is down. ugh

sorry...my internet is down idk why