Roll Call 53

well on monday it was 79 then teusday 53 and then i forgot the rest and then now its like BOOM 80. it was just up and down

thanks yea im realllly fatigued. i didnt take the 1 and half haldol last night just the one. i feel less fatigued than today but still fatigued.

i feel like its so weird how the only thing i learned in french class in high school was how fatigued was pronounced "fatty gay".

that sounds good right now. maybe some chai tea for me.

My psychiatrist says that it's the worst part of schizophrenia. He said if I stop my meds, I'll get even more disorganized. Like right now I'm looking at things as signs or symbols. My speech is getting better because of the Vyvanse. I still forget what I'm saying in a sentence at random times and once I concentrate for an awkward 10 seconds, it comes back to me or it doesn't. Even completely going off topic without knowing.

A friend gave me 4 cigarettes and I lost them so he gave me 4 more. Just as a good thing to do. I told him I'm not going to smoke anymore and said that I could sell them because I have no money. The crack head wanted to go for a smoke. He took all my money. Of course I said no.

The guy in the wheelchair that chose not to walk asked for a coffee with the 5-10 dollars I have left. I started pushing him and then said I'm leaving after he started talking about that gold mine combinations that he got from lepricons. I tried to talk to him logically and he gets passive aggressive so I walked away.

theres signs and symbols everywhere.

Are you mocking me?

no im not.
im serious.
there are signs and symbols everywhere.

i was just about to say something about the previous dsm having symbols and them changing to non symbolic symbolism to the dsm 5 but im not quite sure if my theory is correct yet.

the dsm previously used roman numerals to signify its numbers when it didnt have to obviously with its obvious change to the number "5" in the dsm 5.

youre talking to someone who has been seeing signs and symbols in everything on these forums since theyve been here and before.

Crap. I forgot to keep the paranoia to myself

I see signs and symbols in everything. No one else sees the significance in then though.

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You know they changed that so they could put out version 5.1 etc just like with computers etc and they can charge a fee with each update.

This isn't a good way to quit smoking because I think about just taking one from my pocket and I can't stop thinking about them so I'm smoking all of them so they are completely gone and I'm broke anyways.

screw them then.
they suck just like microsoft but worse.

I wonder if I should read the dsm or if it will be too depressing.

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Ooh we have a chat! Ody, what's the topic tonight?

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There's no way I'm getting assured income when they see my bank activity. 200 being pulled out like every hour.

It's completely obvious.

Let me get back to you on that one, Valley. I'll have to ask my cohost Smilesandcries for her input. Thanks for the advertisement though!

Do you people ever feel like you're in a Greek tragedy and your life needs to be worked out in a better way? An old chap with a grey beard once asked me that when I was in the hospital. The stage is yours now.

People can be so ignorant about mental illness, even those with MI themselves.

Omg

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Why would they ever see it?

Anybody have any topics they would like to talk about tonight?

It's our time, so please feel free to use your voice!

Idk they just want to see how much money I have and how I'm spending it.

It looks better than I thought though. I thought I took out 800 in one day but apparently it's 400.

Edit: Nope it was 800..

Hi folks. i haven't been able to be on a lot. I've been trying to keep up. I found out my dad was in hospital and has colon cancer. They did surgery today and stuff.

Hello everyone! It's been a while...Hope everyone is ok

For income-dependent benefits here in the UK we have to provide copies of bank statements.

*Willow*