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Sep 11, 2015 at 03:50 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

have you seen him in Funny Games? the american version

Nope, haven't seen Funny Games, is it any good? I love him so I'll check out the trailer now!

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Originally Posted by Loial

I'm about a 1/3 of the way through season 2 at the moment. It was just luck that I came across the program, I was wanting something to watch & was just scrolling through all the TV series on Netflix & stumbled across it. Real gem.

I didn't know he was going to be in the new Tarantino film, in fact I didn't really know there was a new Tarantino film coming out soon. I love his films so it's fair to say I'll be looking forward to The Hateful Eight. I really need to re-watch Django Unchained mind... I was on a high dose of APs then & actually fell asleep for part of the movie.

Ah it's gold, it kind of dies down a little towards the end. I didn't finish watching it but I think it got cancelled which is a shame. I'm now going to start watching it again thanks for bringing it up

Yep Hateful Eight, looks so damn good. Django was awesome you should definitely re watch it!

Angelique67 · Sep 11, 2015 at 05:15 PM

The next two days will be rough. Yuck. I'm tired of everything. The therapist asked if I needed to go inpatient. I don't want to go there.

Sep 11, 2015 at 05:36 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

The next two days will be rough. Yuck. I'm tired of everything. The therapist asked if I needed to go inpatient. I don't want to go there.

Is inpatient really that bad where you are? Experiences seem to vary from place to place.

Angelique67 · Sep 11, 2015 at 05:37 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Is inpatient really that bad where you are? Experiences seem to vary from place to place.

It's not that bad but I don't want to go. I don't want the loss of privacy and I just don't want to be penned up right now.

Angelique67 · Sep 11, 2015 at 05:49 PM

I'm probably going to be banned on another site. I was baited by rudeness and I replied because I couldn't contain myself. I'm so stupid.

Sep 11, 2015 at 05:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

It's not that bad but I don't want to go. I don't want the loss of privacy and I just don't want to be penned up right now.

I understand, I do be the same and I rarely stay more than a few days unless I'm sectioned because of those same reasons. I hope you can get through these next few days

newtus · Sep 11, 2015 at 05:57 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Is inpatient really that bad where you are? Experiences seem to vary from place to place.

its bad where i am.
people coming down from meth rooming with you. strict staff thatll pin you down and give you a shot for no reason. homeless people coming and going. psychiatrists who dont give an eff about you - just care about the paycheck.

ive been strapped to a bed before and locked in a room before.

newtus · Sep 11, 2015 at 06:00 PM

i went driving to see my dad today and my anxiety was pretty bad driving. ugh it was so bad. it was borderline panic attack.

i dont wanna drive.
how am i gonna drive to this college. i cant. and i cant live there cuz not enough money. and paranoia. im screwed with getting a bachelors degree.

Sep 11, 2015 at 06:05 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

i went driving to see my dad today and my anxiety was pretty bad driving. ugh it was so bad. it was borderline panic attack.

i dont wanna drive.
how am i gonna drive to this college. i cant. and i cant live there cuz not enough money. and paranoia. im screwed with getting a bachelors degree.

That's messed up. They have drug users and homeless people where I am but they never stay more than a night. Which is good. There was actually this rough young one in one night, she was only there for the night because there was nothing wrong with her she was just a scumbag and then I seen her on an Irish women's prison program on TV which was pretty funny. But being strapped to a bed is just wrong, they don't use physical restraint here in 99% of hospitals. Only in the central mental hospital and with older people who might hurt themselves. I've been locked in a padded cell before in a suicide proof gown and it was traumatic but being strapped to a bed and left there is just... I can't imagine what that's like!

Blue_Bird · Sep 11, 2015 at 06:14 PM

I've been getting depressed lately over how my life is going nowhere and how lonely and isolated I've been. I decided to start going to group every week and also another group each week, both at the same place but they do different things. hopefully that helps

newtus · Sep 11, 2015 at 06:15 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

That's messed up. They have drug users and homeless people where I am but they never stay more than a night. Which is good. There was actually this rough young one in one night, she was only there for the night because there was nothing wrong with her she was just a scumbag and then I seen her on an Irish women's prison program on TV which was pretty funny. But being strapped to a bed is just wrong, they don't use physical restraint here in 99% of hospitals. Only in the central mental hospital and with older people who might hurt themselves. I've been locked in a padded cell before in a suicide proof gown and it was traumatic but being strapped to a bed and left there is just... I can't imagine what that's like!

yea ive been locked in a stone walled cell before. never padded. many times.

the strapped to a bed was when i ran out of th ward and toward the front door. i escaped the locking doors. when a staff member came through the door i ran out.

oh man. what it was like being in those traumatic places and being shocked back to normality with those medications. its a shock to the brain. because haldol and stuff like that. heavy duty stuff. now im on haldol everyday.

yea the drug users stay with you in the same room. its scary. sorry but its scary to stay with people who are coming down from psychosis from drugs. you dont know what theyll do.

i saw a woman punching the glass on the door once and someone else i saw peeing inside. i mean seriously. i have so many stories.

newtus · Sep 11, 2015 at 06:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I've been getting depressed lately over how my life is going nowhere and how lonely and isolated I've been. I decided to start going to group every week and also another group each week, both at the same place but they do different things. hopefully that helps

idk how you feel personally but i know what loneliness and isolation brings to the table and its very hard. i understand that.

Angelique67 · Sep 11, 2015 at 06:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I've been getting depressed lately over how my life is going nowhere and how lonely and isolated I've been. I decided to start going to group every week and also another group each week, both at the same place but they do different things. hopefully that helps

I hope so, blue bird.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 11, 2015 at 06:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I've been getting depressed lately over how my life is going nowhere and how lonely and isolated I've been. I decided to start going to group every week and also another group each week, both at the same place but they do different things. hopefully that helps

I think your therapist would be proud.....it's great that you're trying to nip this depression in the bud with postive activities....

Blue_Bird · Sep 11, 2015 at 06:46 PM

Thanks guys

Sep 11, 2015 at 06:51 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

yea ive been locked in a stone walled cell before. never padded. many times.

the strapped to a bed was when i ran out of th ward and toward the front door. i escaped the locking doors. when a staff member came through the door i ran out.

oh man. what it was like being in those traumatic places and being shocked back to normality with those medications. its a shock to the brain. because haldol and stuff like that. heavy duty stuff. now im on haldol everyday.

yea the drug users stay with you in the same room. its scary. sorry but its scary to stay with people who are coming down from psychosis from drugs. you dont know what theyll do.

i saw a woman punching the glass on the door once and someone else i saw peeing inside. i mean seriously. i have so many stories.

I have nothing against drug users per se, it's the addicts and the type usually associated with such that get me. It is scary being in with those people, as you say, they're unpredictable and I believe (with my limited knowledge so correct me if I'm wrong) that it's a completely different type of psychosis.

It's scary being in those places full stop really. When I was a teenager I was sectioned but my parents had a certain amount of control. I remember the first time I was sectioned as an adult and I rand my parents begging them to make them let me go and there was nothing they could do. Your freedom is just taken from you for as long as they see fit, end of.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 11, 2015 at 06:55 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

I believe (with my limited knowledge so correct me if I'm wrong) that it's a completely different type of psychosis.

They do differentiate it but it's a similar experience to my understanding the main difference is people with psychosis alone are non violent but there is an increase in violence with both drug use and psychosis combined.

Sep 11, 2015 at 07:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

They do differentiate it but it's a similar experience to my understanding the main difference is people with psychosis alone are non violent but there is an increase in violence with both drug use and psychosis combined.

That's really interesting, thanks. I wonder would there be a higher level of agitation, withdrawal and personality problems that would coincide with drug induced psychosis so that could add to it.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 11, 2015 at 07:09 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

That's really interesting, thanks. I wonder would there be a higher level of agitation, withdrawal and personality problems that would coincide with drug induced psychosis so that could add to it.

I'm not sure if it's been studied....

newtus · Sep 11, 2015 at 07:26 PM

thats what im talking about. it is about drug users AND addicts. they could do it once and be violent and unpredictable. you dont know.

not trying to offend anyone but its true. because its different with everyone. you dont know how someone will react to a drug the first time they take it or the 5th or 10th or so on.

take it from me. i smoked weed many times. it worsened my anxiety and psychosis i already had going on. it confused me. made me dumb.

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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,122 (SuperPoster!) 9	Sep 11, 2015 at 05:15 PM #22 The next two days will be rough. Yuck. I'm tired of everything. The therapist asked if I needed to go inpatient. I don't want to go there.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,122 (SuperPoster!) 9	Sep 11, 2015 at 05:49 PM #25 I'm probably going to be banned on another site. I was baited by rudeness and I replied because I couldn't contain myself. I'm so stupid.

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