Roll Call 63...

Like SP said they are usually listed by quality, I just got a used book about drawing that normally costs 15-20 dollars for 5 dollars and it's in basically perfect condition

Have you talked to your doctor about it?

Thanks lads, I'll go for it so. Unfortunately it'll take like two to three weeks, I want to read it now!!!! I'm thinking about doing a degree in Irish culture and heritage then maybe writing a book. It's just so fascinating.

ive asked before but maybe someone can help me this time: how do you get a book onto amazon because im thinking about writing one and would like it available through amazon.

Let me google that for you

Really? Smh.

What? The answer is the first link on a Google search! Pointing in the right direction did I not!

My doctor doesn't believe me lmao. I don't even bother anymore.

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try googling "how to be nice and cooperative with other people" chickenfoot. LOL.

Haha I'm very nice and cooperative, just don't conform to the system man!

Anyway, I wasn't being smart with you newtus, on our course page for college we use letmegooglethatforyou all the damn time. Maybe it's an Irish thing, it's funny.

Have you not heard of it before? It's kind of ancient.

woah! youre very nice? i beg to differ.

youre really not a nice person. sorry to break your spirits. i dont know what you think of yourself but you are not a nice person.

Oh no! That's not a very nice thing to say. If you don't agree with someone on certain issues you shouldn't attack their character for it. That's not nice. I am a very nice person, polite and well mannered. I don't burden people with my problems very often and try my best to keep conversations up beat and in high spirits, hence the letmegooglethatforyou link that was clearly ridiculously offensive. One of your problems here is that you're taking me too seriously, you should check yo self before you wreck yo self as the kids say nowadays. Back in my day you didn't have to check yo self, nor wreck yo self. WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN!!!! I'm sorry, I got off track there. Where was I? Irish history, laziness, abolition of slavery, the moon landing, angel of death... Oh yes, I'm a horrible bastard. Oh how will I live with myself, that's it lads... that was enough to push me over the edge! Actually no it wasn't... but I'm just thinking, that could be enough to push someone emotionally unstable like many people on these boards, over the edge. That's not very nice. Luckily I am as hyper as feck and in the best form possible. Besides did I not answer your question? You want to publish your future book on amazon, I provided the link. I am the link provider!!! What where we talking about again?

Go back to the bipolar forums. Youre not hyper. Youre manic im sure. Just go away.

I think the mania can clash with the schizophrenia.

Ah lads can't we all just get along. Peace, love, electronic dance music and Slayer. I just wish you could all share my headspace, it's like no drug known to the human race. Maybe the martians, or matt damon. Has anyone seen that yet? It's supposed to be feckin' class but it looks terrible... because matt damon is in it. Actually, I like matt damon I just can't get that film out of my head... the one from the guys who do south park... what the feck is that called. I guess a letmegooglethatforyou would be well suited right now. Anyway, listen to electronic dance music, relax, jump around, kick the living shite out of a teddy bear and zone out. For we are all psychonauts in our own right, natural or unnatural!

I am sorry for the way I acte4d when I as psychotic I would ever be understood and could not focus on my words I was very defensive every where I go I bring trouble its like I say these things they make focus to me but they dont work for everyone else and they cause confusin of anger and I cant work around it so I leave or disappear from embarrassment. I am sorry. I dont know what else more I can say really. My mind its so gone I cant even work my functioning sentences out for understanding as I would like.

I used be smart really I was clever I thought my brain was so smart that is why I understand things on level difference than other people but MY MIND IS MELTING and I get so ANGRY I want to scream and it wont help!!!!! and it hurts!

I feel a mess tonight. The voice is so loud I can't just ignore it like usual. I wish things weren't like this all the damn time. I just want to be normal and not have to take 4 billion meds to feel semi normal. How exactly does someone taking 8 different psych meds feel normal? I'm just whining now. Sorry. On a lighter note I have the cutest dog ever and he knows I'm having a tough time so he's being even cuter than usual. I'm so grateful for my dogs lol

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Morning all. Think might be seeing my cpn today. Still iffy about her she can be problematic sometimes. Got a lacrosse social for first time again tonight, going to force myself to go. I can down a pint like a mf'ing trouper lol. Hope I don't freak out again.

Morning.

Hope everyone has a good morning! I still have a headache. stinks.

Good morning!

Reading through my new book. It's called "Drawing for The Absolute Beginner". I'm not really a beginner at drawing but it's a good refresher on basic sketching principles.

Good morning. I think I'm going to do some fall baking today, later on. I watched Mad Max this morning. Or the parts that I missed last night after I fell asleep. What is everyone doing today?

I went shopping for 'crazy trousers' for the social tonight. Got purple ones with a weird pattern. Have to wear white t shirts too so I'm having to wear a long sleeved one. Hoping it won't look weird when everyone else is in short sleeves. This kind of thing makes me worry a bit

i just woke up so idk. falling asleep is good. lol. bake something for me! like a pumpkin pie.

: sigh :

im down to 2 chickens. clucky minaj is gone.