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Old Oct 14, 2015, 05:47 PM
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Just woke up from an unplanned nap, and now I am really disoriented.
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Old Oct 14, 2015, 06:19 PM
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junkDNA - I can't imagine the hell of working at Wal Mart! That place is just so cavernous, it makes me act out every time I go in there. That's why I prefer Target, all the stuff I buy is in the front right quadrant of the store so I can make fast trips. My pharmacy is there too right at the front of the store so I don't have to go too far into the store.

i shop at target too. i prefer it over walmart because theres a different demographic that shops there.
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Old Oct 14, 2015, 06:22 PM
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it really grates my nerves to hear people scream and especially children. the 3 yr old upstairs had 3 screaming fits today. there was screaming on tv and it made me really mad, i turned off my tv. now there are children outside screaming. it makes me really angry and i just dont like it at all. you guys will probably think i am a bad person but i do not like kids. i would never be a good mother. at work i am polite and nice to the kids, i do not act mean to them at all. i would never do anything to insult or harm a child. but i just do. not. like kids.
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Old Oct 14, 2015, 06:30 PM
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this is why i dont want to take my meds in the first place. i gained 10+ pounds plus im tired as heck.
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Old Oct 14, 2015, 06:40 PM
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i know how you feel junkdna. im not fond of kids. ive learned to like a few in my early 20s but i just stay away!
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Old Oct 14, 2015, 07:14 PM
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I don't like screaming kids either. They're cute when they're playing or in line for school but I never know what to say to one if I have to meet one.
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Old Oct 14, 2015, 07:26 PM
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I don't like screaming kids either. They're cute when they're playing or in line for school but I never know what to say to one if I have to meet one.
i have the same problem. i dont know how to interact with them
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Old Oct 14, 2015, 08:04 PM
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Old Oct 14, 2015, 08:40 PM
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i had some nighttime coffee and it perked me up a bit. but now its time to goto bed...
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Old Oct 14, 2015, 09:19 PM
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This is gonna sound stupid but I just said bye to my imaginary friends. It's kind of semi delusional so I have made the decision to move on from "them" with my life and no longer get caught up in conversations with them. I think it was a coping skill I developed to deal with the stress of being homeless when I was younger and not having friends. Hours will go by and I'll be standing there talking to them, I need to be focused on reality..
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 03:15 AM
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That sounds like a massive step blue bird. I hope it helps you
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 03:16 AM
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Whenever I see children's presenters I always imagine they are miserable and cynical in real life.m and have to pretend to be happy and bubbly lol
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 03:20 AM
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Trying to focus on what's happening as part of an illness rather than the truth otherwise I will lose myself again. It's hard not to get sucked in. It all feels so real. I have to learn to accept what is wrong and what is right. The dimensions may be real but I need to live in this one because they won't let me through anyway. So focus on this life. Muddled muddled.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 03:22 AM
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Having coffee. Up at 4 am. Luckily I slept most of 5 hours.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 06:58 AM
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i woke up early. i think im sick. AGAIN! ugh.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 07:58 AM
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I'm so tired. I guess I'm as mentally prepared to go as I'll ever be today. Which isn't saying much at all. I'm feeling sick and everything is kind of awful.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 08:11 AM
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I'm so tired. I guess I'm as mentally prepared to go as I'll ever be today. Which isn't saying much at all. I'm feeling sick and everything is kind of awful.
I hope your appointment goes ok...
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 08:18 AM
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I hope your appointment goes ok...
Thank you, Loial. I have a bad feeling about it. I look pretty bad and I just don't think today is a good day for me. I wish I'd made the appointment on a different day. Oh well, if it really goes disastrously I have a referral from the therapist to another pdoc away from the clinic. So that's good. I just wish I were feeling better. My whole body is aching and it kills my back to stand up. Plus I'm hungry. I'll eat a little cheese in a few minutes. Have to call for the cab by about 10:30. Maybe earlier. I have no idea which jacket to wear. It has been years since I've been outside in fall weather.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 08:46 AM
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Thank you, Loial. I have a bad feeling about it. I look pretty bad and I just don't think today is a good day for me. I wish I'd made the appointment on a different day. Oh well, if it really goes disastrously I have a referral from the therapist to another pdoc away from the clinic. So that's good. I just wish I were feeling better. My whole body is aching and it kills my back to stand up. Plus I'm hungry. I'll eat a little cheese in a few minutes. Have to call for the cab by about 10:30. Maybe earlier. I have no idea which jacket to wear. It has been years since I've been outside in fall weather.
I'm praying for ya Angelique. Hope you feel better, and that some positive things come out of your appointment today.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 08:47 AM
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I'm praying for ya Angelique. Hope you feel better, and that some positive things come out of your appointment today.
Thank you, Door. I wish I didn't have to see anyone.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 09:37 AM
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Well I'm sitting outside the clinic. A little warm. Too bright.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 09:55 AM
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The waiting room is a nightmare today. I knew it would be.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 10:03 AM
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It's a nightmare hers and I want to leave. They're late and I feel like I could do harm.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 10:44 AM
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I've been waiting over 45 minutes. I might just leave. This is my worst nightmare.
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Old Oct 15, 2015, 10:59 AM
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The pdoc is there to help you. Dedicated his/her whole life into being a doctor and helping people.

My new pdoc had to convince me that he is there to help and not against me even though it feels like it.
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