Roll Call 65

the demons are trying to get in my head.

the less i pay attention to them the more they try to get my attention and make more sounds through the walls

my dads home. i feel safer. at first i thought he was an angel or demon but then i had to reality check and say "angels and demons cant drive so its really him".

i hate drinking alcohol to get to sleep. it makes me want to vomit. but i have nothing else.

Do you think maybe a glass or two of wine might be lighter on the stomach? I know it generally is better for you too. There are different kinds depending on if you like sweet or not.

I can't sleep very well either but mine is purely pain related. I consistently feel like I've been hit by a Mack Truck. =/

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i dont have wine. it prob would be better.
im just trying to get through this last day because i dont have any meds right now. im out.

I'm glad you'll be getting more soon. =)

Hope tonight isn't too harsh on you.

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Thanks. im still having trouble with voices and not sleeping.

I'm here with you, I'm singing and waiting for the minute that all my Tylenol PM will kick in. I seriously hate pain... High tolerance to medication is an ugly fact.

What do you do to help you relax?

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i never do anything. im always on edge. i usually take my medications but i have none.

How about music? What kind do you like?

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rock and hip hop right now.

I like all different genres myself. When you listen to music, does it make you feel any better?

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yes it does but it doesnt help me sleep.

Perhaps if you can't sleep, just a distraction instead? Forcing yourself to try to sleep might not work so well. Doesn't for me at least... Do you have to work, go to school, etc tomorrow?

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You have some really funny people on this forum.

No. no work or school. ill try a distraction i suppose.

what does that mean?

I would, it's better than laying there uncomfortably. Besides, if you keep yourself busy maybe you'll start to get tired enough to rest? What's your favorite song(s)?

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I've been listening to one artist all week and I feel like I have to continue listening to that artist. I have to.

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Maybe it's a psychological experiment they're pulling on me.

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All we need is some narration by Sir David Attenborough & that'll go viral...

I was referring to somebody I was PMing with. I'm sorry, Newtus.

Good to know you weren't in on it.

I get in the habit of listening to the same artist over and over until I get bored of them... admittedly there is no 'feeling' telling me I must, but I do.

Morning everyone!

I see some people are still up, or were until very recently... trouble sleeping?

I slept pretty well last night, which made up for a poor nights sleep the night before. I had some strange dreams again but nothing too disturbing this time.

Hoping to have quite a productive day today, been a little out of sorts the past couple of days... just not felt like doing anything so hopefully today will be the day for catching up! First on the do list is applying for a job, which has a closing deadline of midday...

Good morning!