okay so

i don't have anywhere else to go with my issues
but i find that i try and i try to explain them but no one understand s and they never make it across

nad no one talks to me either. i feel sort of like an outsider here but i'm trying really, really hard to explain myself and have people understand me but it doesnt ever make it across

can you guys smell the evil in me or something? can you smell it throuhg the computer screen? is that why no one talks to me anymore?

i'm trying my hardest to be understood i dont think i am asking for too much maybe i jsut cant ebe hleped? maybe i am so messed up that no one can help ms so when i reach out i keep getting ignored because people cant' do anything to help? is that why no one talks to me?

[Artchic528]

I am sorry that you are feeling so isolated. I know how hard it is to be social with anyone. Maybe I just don't get people. Maybe they are all just too judgemental. Who knows? I hope you can find peace and let it all out. Its healthier that way.

thanks artchic
people used to talk to me, i think its because they can smell the evil on me, the ycan tell that i'm not good, that must be the only reason why no one listens to me when i need it

grantde sometimes people listen and care but most time when i really, really need somebody to lsiten to me no one does and i get ignored

it happens in chat and on the forums too
i like PC and i cant leave becausei have no where else safe to go with my issues

it makes me sad voices say nobody cares about me and they keep being right
people say they lie but they are wrong the voices are right al the time.

am i too hard to understand? is that why people aren't talkng to me?
all i want is some support right now i hope its not too much to ask

[Artchic528]

I know that the voices are powerful and never relent. I used to hear them too. But with time and proper meds, they quieted down and I don't hear them at all anymore.

I hope you find a way to quiet your voices. I hope my story gives you hope.

thanks artchic

i sometimes wonder wh yi still come here
i try my best to reach out to people but i never can get theri attention or get them to care abot me long enough for them to help

its hard for me to believe people when they tell me that the voices are lying if they are only proving the voices right by ignoring me and not listening to me

[avlady]

i think you should rely on a doc and t to help you get through to your voices. people do care i know i do, i have a hard time believing that myself too because of bipolar and schitzophrenia. a good talk with someone who has experience like a therapist would be in order i would think. good luck

[StarGazingFish]

im new here so ive never come across your posts before-from what ive seen of you in this thread you seem like a lovely person with a lot to give.
your voices are the ones that are in the wrong not you,voices can be very nasty and manipulative,i know as i have pyschosis to.
the forum is so massive that its hard to make an impact and get deep in friendships,just keep posting in as many boards that apply to you and people will eventualy recognise your name and purposely read your posts when they see your threads.
bear hug:

Kori, you are a good person. You know i will talk to you anytime im available. I get you. You are projecting feelings you are having about yourself maybe. You are awesome!!!!!! I see nor smell evil in you. You might stink but its cuz you stepped in something lol.

[Pikku Myy]

I care for you Kori have not been in the chat as much this year. Snuggles

[emwell]

the forum is so massive that its hard to make an impact and get deep in friendships,just keep posting in as many boards that apply to you and people will eventualy recognise your name and purposely read your posts when they see your threads.

great answer the key being "when they see your threads"

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Have you ever noticed this on the main page of the forums. 1780 posts in the last 24 hours. That is a lot of people looking for a lot of support. There is no way I could read all those posts never mind answer them.

I get a tad angry when something I post does not get a response right away or ever. I have learned and am still learning to not take it personally. I recently posted in the addiction forum. http://forums.psychcentral.com/smoki...ml#post4748568 It took awhile for a reply, but then I got 2, I posted again. This is my way of keeping my thread alive, acknowledging those who replied, building relationships.
I wanted and needed even more support so I sent the link to this thread to people I have gotten to know here. I told people in chat I needed support and gave them the link. Now I post the link here (because it has something to do with my post). Now whoever reads this thread will become aware of my thread needing support.

[ofthevalley]

I don't smell evil Keep posting!

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[Loial]

I don't think people here ignore you, in S&P at least... Roll Call can sometimes be quite fast paced & responses can get lost but that doesn't mean we aren't reading your posts or thinking about you... equally, sometimes it can be quiet but that doesn't mean people are ignoring you... it just means they aren't around! It's just forum dynamics... I see the same on most forums I've been a part of, it doesn't reflect on you.

Trust me, we do care...

PS - Quite a few people here say this sort of thing from time to time... I think sometimes the illnesses we have make us feel isolated & unwanted, so you have to do your best not to listen to these negative thoughts.