Driven out of apartment by neighbors

Thank you!!! I hope to be away from here soon.

angelique

Thank you.

How are you Angelique? I haven't posted or read this thread for a long time, because I had pneumonia, but I'm OK now. What's happening in your life?

Hi, Little Cat. Thank you for asking. I'm really sorry to hear you have had pneumonia. I hope you're feeling a lot better now.

This has spiraled into an unbelievable tale. I never believed in gangstalking. I thought it was too incredible/impossible to get people to act in conspiracies. But unfortunately I seem to be the target of one. I thought at first this was some insane effort to make me move faster, but why in God's name would they keep subjecting me to this crap instead of leaving me be to get on with the moving process.

Several times now, a group of people have been pretending to be hospital employees, assembled outside to take me away. Yet, there are no actual police or social workers involved. They hang around, letting me hear just enough to terrify me, and after a few hours they stop for the day. They've been assembling again right now.

Other people are getting contacted somehow to pass me by, saying key phrases I've recently said, after they're sure they have my attention.

There's more but the whole thing is making me sick to my stomach that people would do such a thing. I'm the target, but I have no idea why.

I hope you'll be feeling at full strength again soon.

ETA: I just want to add I'm 100% med compliant, and increased to 20 mg Abilify today.

Good to hear back from you Angelique. Yes, I'm much better now thanks. I was in bed for over a month but weirdly even though I was sick, I ended up giving up smoking and losing over 20 pounds. So it was worth it, if that doesn't sound stupid!

I had to Google gangstalking. I live in the English countryside and all I know about the US is from TV. I'd be too scared to live there. Guns and crime and OMG Donald Trump, is he for real?!! It does seem crazy that people are doing this to you despite the fact that you're moving. Maybe they don't know? Or are they targeting someone else and not you? Or they want you to cut and run? I really do hope you find a quiet peaceful flat somewhere nice. And get a kitten

Lol, Trump makes the whole situation look even more like Bizarro world. They know I'm intending to move. I thought all this was meant to hurry me up, at first. Now I just have no idea.

I'd love to get a kitten. Maybe that could happen if I'm lucky and my next place is uncluttered and clean. Which it will be!

I'm really glad you're feeling better and major congratulations on quitting smoking! Yay, that's really wonderful.

OP I feel you.

I have the same problem. Whenever I am outside and come home happy... the banging from upstairs neighbor or next door neighbor start. It is like they sense my happiness vibes and they wana bring me back down or maybe they just find me too intimidating. Whatever the case.. these people are scum of the world.

I used to have the same problem with my next door neighbor when I used to live with my parents but then I moved only to be faced with the same problem in my apartment building from other scum of the earth.

With me I feel they sense me because during flashbacks and panic attacks people turn around to give me a look as they feel my vibes and now after several flashbacks and panic attacks my neighbors harass me because they feel my vibes. Whatever the case may be these people are evil and scum of the earth and should burn in hell for eternity.

Yea, I believe they're evil too. Thanks for your post. I hope things get better with your living space. I am hoping to move far away soon. :/

Hi, how's the apartment hunting going? I just hope that you have the time and energy to at least keep looking for places, or maybe you could mention that you're looking when you find someone willing to listen.

I've been spending way too much time at home lately, and the afternoon piano from the apartment owner has been bothering me again, getting into my life/sleep. I really get upset at times, I'm not at all nice like you Angelique, I admit I'd had homi thoughts for much much less noises than yours or anyone else's, I'm still not dealing with it nicely, I often blast away my music even when I don't want to, just to muffle the noise, at the risk of getting kicked out and having nowhere to go.

Lately, I'm kicking this steel front door hard, the door opens towards outside in my country, so it doesn't have much support structurally, for now, it's taking the kicking with some dent marks, I hope it keeps holding. I really don't know what will be said about all the damage to this rented room when I move out.

I'm sorry about the venting, just thought to/tryna commiserate with anyone with noise/neighbors problems which we suffer from.

How's the legal side of things by the way? As you know, I don't live in the US, so I don't know how the lease contract and eviction things usually go, what I'm trying to say is that it won't be a bother to anyone to ask about housing problem in other part of the forum, no matter what anyone saids, there shouldn't be an added pressure to prevent you from doing what you can do.

I keep wishing good luck to your living situation.

Thank you so much, Takeshi. I'm not that nice either, I have a lot of bad thoughts. But they're only thoughts. I'll be fine with them all once I'm away from them.

Since I'm disabled, it's hard for them to evict me. Still, they can do it I think. Then I'd have to bother with going to court.

My apartment hunt is very depressing because the places I'd like to look at are much more expensive than what I'm paying here.

The harassment by the neighbors and janitor just keeps getting more intense.

I hope you won't get in trouble for anything at your building. It's hard to use headphones or ear buds when the neighbors are producing too much noise.

Hi Angelique!

You know, my new place is 50$ more expensive than my old one but it's so much more peaceful, I can snuggle in bed, hug my rabbit plush and life just feels sooo good. lol It's based on a scene from a tv show I was watching as a teenager and still love today. It's called Undergrads and skip to 5:34 for the scene. I loved that scene so much, I went to the biggest toy store in my town and bought the softest rabbit plush that looked the most like the one in the show. Now whenever I hug him, it chases all my worries away.

All that to say that other places might be more expensive but in my case, it did all the difference so think about it!

Also, remember the sleep machine me and another used mentionned a few weeks ago? The Marpac DOHM-DS? Well, I bought it, I received it and it does miracle! I sleep so MUCH better, it's not very costy, I REALLY recommand you to buy one, you won't regret it! http://www.amazon.com/Marpac-DOHM-DS...+machine&psc=1

Take care Angie!

Thank you. I'm really glad things worked out well for you.

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You're welcome. Thank you. How much more expensive would the other places you found, be? Is it really too expensive because like I said, it's sometimes worth it to invest in something if it can change your life.

How are you Angelique? Haven't heard from you for a while and been thinking about you. Hope you're OK.

Let's just let this thread go into the ether of things. She's at a better place in her life now.

Hi, Lazarus! It's good to see you. about the other city, the rent would be significantly more, like maybe 25% or more. If I can manage the expense I think it would be very worth it. Especially if I sign up for subsidized housing, and can move into a good senior's building within 1 to 3 years.

Thank you, Little Cat! I hope you've been well.

I ended up being committed to an inpatient stay for about 2 weeks. I had a very upsetting delusion which developed starting 3 weeks ago. It was a huge relief to find out it wasn't based in reality, once I got out of the hospital and asked my friend if it was even remotely real - it wasn't!

At the hospital they switched my meds and gave me a few new ones. That's going well except now I'm prone to different movements like jerking my wrist involuntarily, and my jaw too, clamps down without warning and scares me that I'll bite off my tongue. Otherwise, they're helping, I think.

My moving plans are completely derailed for now because I have to complete the aftercare appointments to fulfill my commitment at the hospital. (I'm back in my apartment though, as of last Friday.)

So, I'm hoping for the best, but trying not to be too anxious about the worst that may happen.

I don't know what to do regarding moving. I can't move until after May, it looks like. But I'm all packed up to go.

Thank you for asking about me (I hope you're not sorry you did, haha). I hope you've been very well.

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I guess you could keep the lifestyle of 'minimalism'. If the packed up boxes weren't making you feel too anxious or worried, they are just stuff and it's as real as it gets. They are just sitting there, being all as compact as they can get, is it magnificent significance or just a fad?

I just think you're better person because of this chapter of one reality, the symbolism is there on those packed up stuff of yours. More importantly though, your determination has won over, and you remain resolute from what I can tell, in a way, I'd like to think that you have moved already to a better place, job well done!

Where would we want our place to be at?

I'd answer that question with "Absolutely anywhere and everywhere."

I know I'm not making sense much, I'm just glad you're back, thanks for being a very special warm-hearted neighbor that anyone would want to have, here at PC complex, I've missed you so much.

Move....

While I'm waiting to move, the pos are still at it. Every day that I take my ear plugs out, the pos karaoke program is loaded with lyrics about/against me, and they are sat outside talking aboyr me and deliberately triggering me. Their karma is past due.

The pos drove me into the hospital and they hope to do so again. I will never believe their lies again.

Hi Angelique, it's good to hear from you again.

If I was you, I'd get even. Somebody hurt you, hit them back ten times harder! Not so much you get arrested or sued but it's an eye for an eye, just like in the Old Testament. If you want my honest opinion, I believe they're doing all this because you don't get back at them or not enough. You gotta be tough in these situations or people won't respect you and walk all over you.

It's not easy but I know you can do it, good success in your fight!

Hi, Lazarus! It's great to see you again.

My revenge days are over, I'm afraid. Plus there's nothing I could do that wouldn't be used against me. About the only thing I have going for me to the outside world is my disability. So the landlord can't really get rid of me unless I "abandon" my apartment, or the janitor's plans get rid of me.

I've been worried since January that these neighbors would kill me. My pdoc at first said they wouldn't bother because it's too much trouble. But, considering their uninterrupted campaign to keep torturing me, i don't think anything is too much trouble for them.

Unfortunately they do seem to make friends very easily. I know that the nice neighbor who held the doors open for me to slide through after I fell on the stairs a week ago is friends with the evil one, but I'm not sure about whether the man on my floor who went down the stairs in front of me so I could get downstairs without seeing the expanse of the stairs in front of me is a friend of theirs.

The evil people are psychopaths. I just hope they don't turn the entire world against me. Now that I'm afraid of the stairs I'm totally house bound. Just craziness in my horrible life lol.